1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.BZ 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.BZ 3 00:01:04,788 --> 00:01:07,481 What took you so long? 4 00:01:07,515 --> 00:01:09,483 OK, couz, let's do this. 5 00:01:09,517 --> 00:01:11,623 Dylan, go get Rob. 6 00:01:11,657 --> 00:01:12,796 Go, go, go, go, go, go, go. 7 00:01:12,831 --> 00:01:14,108 He's an EMT. 8 00:01:14,143 --> 00:01:14,936 OK. 9 00:01:14,971 --> 00:01:15,730 Great. 10 00:01:15,765 --> 00:01:16,524 Are you OK? 11 00:01:16,559 --> 00:01:17,422 How are you doing? 12 00:01:17,456 --> 00:01:18,216 How you doing? 13 00:01:18,250 --> 00:01:19,286 Don't talk to me. 14 00:01:19,320 --> 00:01:20,632 OK. 15 00:01:20,666 --> 00:01:21,633 Let me see. 16 00:01:21,667 --> 00:01:23,945 Give me one sec. 17 00:01:23,980 --> 00:01:26,500 Hey, this baby's crowning, so we need to-- 18 00:01:26,534 --> 00:01:27,708 - I need to move. - Yeah. 19 00:01:27,742 --> 00:01:28,881 Stop, stop, stop, stop, stop. 20 00:01:28,916 --> 00:01:29,675 I got pillows. 21 00:01:29,710 --> 00:01:30,642 I got pillows. 22 00:01:30,676 --> 00:01:32,609 All right, where do you want them? 23 00:01:32,644 --> 00:01:34,128 Under my arms, behind my back. 24 00:01:34,163 --> 00:01:34,922 OK. 25 00:01:34,956 --> 00:01:37,027 Just kind of everywhere. 26 00:01:40,997 --> 00:01:42,826 Rob! 27 00:01:42,861 --> 00:01:44,759 Rob! 28 00:01:44,794 --> 00:01:46,658 Rob! 29 00:01:46,692 --> 00:01:47,486 Rob! 30 00:01:53,182 --> 00:01:54,700 What do you want, Dylan? 31 00:01:54,735 --> 00:01:55,632 It's my mom. 32 00:01:55,667 --> 00:01:57,151 She needs your help. 33 00:01:57,186 --> 00:01:58,463 Dad's out of town. 34 00:01:58,497 --> 00:01:59,498 She told me to get you. 35 00:01:59,533 --> 00:02:00,327 All right. 36 00:02:03,192 --> 00:02:03,951 Come on, Sher. 37 00:02:03,985 --> 00:02:04,952 You got to keep pushing. 38 00:02:04,986 --> 00:02:07,575 I am pushing. 39 00:02:07,610 --> 00:02:08,369 You got this. 40 00:02:08,404 --> 00:02:10,751 Come on. 41 00:02:10,785 --> 00:02:12,166 Oh. 42 00:02:12,201 --> 00:02:13,271 Don't just stand there. 43 00:02:13,305 --> 00:02:15,065 Go get some hot towels. 44 00:02:15,100 --> 00:02:17,067 I told you to get Rob. 45 00:02:17,102 --> 00:02:18,517 I am Rob. 46 00:02:18,552 --> 00:02:20,761 The other one, with the six-pack. 47 00:02:20,795 --> 00:02:22,245 Come on. Keep pushing. 48 00:02:22,280 --> 00:02:23,073 You got this. 49 00:02:23,108 --> 00:02:24,282 All right, this baby's coming. 50 00:02:24,316 --> 00:02:25,110 Keep pushing. 51 00:02:25,145 --> 00:02:26,732 Come on, you got it, Sher. 52 00:02:26,767 --> 00:02:27,871 You got to push. 53 00:02:27,906 --> 00:02:30,322 Keep pushing. 54 00:02:30,357 --> 00:02:32,152 Rob! 55 00:02:32,186 --> 00:02:34,430 Rob! 56 00:02:34,464 --> 00:02:37,226 Somebody! 57 00:02:37,260 --> 00:02:38,606 Somebody! 58 00:02:38,641 --> 00:02:39,711 Hey, what's up, buddy? 59 00:02:39,745 --> 00:02:40,884 It's my mom. 60 00:02:40,919 --> 00:02:43,370 Erica's with her, but she's having the baby. 61 00:02:43,404 --> 00:02:44,198 All right, let's go. Come, go. 62 00:02:44,233 --> 00:02:44,992 Come on. Come on. 63 00:02:45,026 --> 00:02:45,820 Come on. 64 00:02:48,375 --> 00:02:50,135 You did a good job. 65 00:02:50,170 --> 00:02:51,240 Thanks. 66 00:02:51,274 --> 00:02:52,379 Thank you. 67 00:02:52,413 --> 00:02:54,001 I just hope the baby's OK. 68 00:02:54,035 --> 00:02:54,829 He's perfect. 69 00:02:57,798 --> 00:03:01,767 So the ambulance is on its way, get you both checked out. 70 00:03:01,802 --> 00:03:03,666 I can take Dylan tonight. 71 00:03:03,700 --> 00:03:04,529 No, that's OK. 72 00:03:04,563 --> 00:03:05,702 I can stay with him. 73 00:03:13,158 --> 00:03:14,918 All right, I'm taking them to Riverside. 74 00:03:14,953 --> 00:03:16,196 - All right, thanks, Jake. - Thank you. 75 00:03:16,230 --> 00:03:17,542 You got it. Take care, Rob. 76 00:03:17,576 --> 00:03:18,715 Will they be OK? 77 00:03:18,750 --> 00:03:20,165 They're going to be great, Dylan. 78 00:03:27,966 --> 00:03:30,762 I need another beer. 79 00:03:30,796 --> 00:03:33,558 He is a terrible EMT. 80 00:03:33,592 --> 00:03:37,147 Yeah, that's because he's a plumber. 81 00:03:37,182 --> 00:03:38,079 - Terrible. - Yeah. 82 00:03:38,114 --> 00:03:38,908 Come on. 83 00:03:43,430 --> 00:03:48,366 And just two years later, it was my turn. 84 00:03:48,400 --> 00:03:51,369 I was already nervous coming in, but you guys are-- 85 00:03:51,403 --> 00:03:55,407 you all have that same sad, sad look on your faces. 86 00:03:55,442 --> 00:03:56,615 You planned this, didn't you? 87 00:04:03,933 --> 00:04:05,590 I know this is a serious situation, 88 00:04:05,624 --> 00:04:08,248 but you guys don't have to be so serious. 89 00:04:08,282 --> 00:04:09,628 Duly noted. 90 00:04:09,663 --> 00:04:10,698 You're going to do great. 91 00:04:13,770 --> 00:04:15,565 They say that when you're 92 00:04:15,600 --> 00:04:17,498 in a dangerous situation, your whole life 93 00:04:17,533 --> 00:04:19,535 flashes before your eyes. 94 00:04:19,569 --> 00:04:21,709 What they fail to tell you is that God 95 00:04:21,744 --> 00:04:23,608 is there the whole time. 96 00:04:23,642 --> 00:04:24,678 This is my story. 97 00:04:34,653 --> 00:04:36,172 Josh! 98 00:04:36,206 --> 00:04:38,381 Josh! 99 00:04:38,416 --> 00:04:40,728 Hurry, it's positive. 100 00:04:40,763 --> 00:04:42,627 Oh. 101 00:04:42,661 --> 00:04:44,249 Oh, yes. 102 00:04:44,284 --> 00:04:45,906 Let me see. 103 00:04:45,940 --> 00:04:48,460 Hey, buddy, you're going to have a little brother or sister. 104 00:04:48,495 --> 00:04:51,049 That's awesome, mom. 105 00:04:51,083 --> 00:04:53,638 Oh, I can feel it. 106 00:04:53,672 --> 00:04:54,708 This is the one. 107 00:05:00,438 --> 00:05:01,197 Hey, mom. 108 00:05:01,231 --> 00:05:02,129 You'll never-- 109 00:05:02,163 --> 00:05:03,924 You're pregnant. 110 00:05:03,958 --> 00:05:04,959 How did you-- 111 00:05:04,994 --> 00:05:06,823 Moms always know. 112 00:05:06,858 --> 00:05:08,308 OK, but please, just-- 113 00:05:08,342 --> 00:05:09,930 I'm so happy for you. 114 00:05:09,964 --> 00:05:11,207 Don't tell dad. 115 00:05:11,241 --> 00:05:12,173 I love you. - Love you. 116 00:05:12,208 --> 00:05:12,967 Bye. 117 00:05:13,002 --> 00:05:13,934 Bye. 118 00:05:24,738 --> 00:05:25,532 That's good. 119 00:05:30,226 --> 00:05:31,779 I really missed you. 120 00:05:31,814 --> 00:05:33,367 We haven't done this in a while. 121 00:05:33,402 --> 00:05:35,542 We haven't, and I really miss doing this. 122 00:05:35,576 --> 00:05:38,130 We got to make it a point. 123 00:05:38,165 --> 00:05:39,097 How's Kate doing? 124 00:05:39,131 --> 00:05:40,443 Oh, Kate's doing amazing. 125 00:05:40,478 --> 00:05:41,996 Actually, speaking of Kate. 126 00:05:45,275 --> 00:05:47,554 So, what's this about? 127 00:05:47,588 --> 00:05:48,417 It's not my birthday. 128 00:05:58,599 --> 00:05:59,531 You don't get it? 129 00:06:03,121 --> 00:06:04,053 You're pregnant. 130 00:06:04,087 --> 00:06:05,365 Yeah. 131 00:06:05,399 --> 00:06:06,987 Congratulations, Resi. 132 00:06:07,021 --> 00:06:08,160 Come here. 133 00:06:08,195 --> 00:06:09,645 Give me a hug, honey. 134 00:06:09,679 --> 00:06:10,853 Oh, I love you. 135 00:06:21,035 --> 00:06:23,003 Oh my gosh. 136 00:06:23,037 --> 00:06:24,487 Are you OK? 137 00:06:24,522 --> 00:06:26,662 I hope so. 138 00:06:26,696 --> 00:06:28,422 You need ton put some ice on this. 139 00:06:28,457 --> 00:06:29,665 Come on. 140 00:06:29,699 --> 00:06:30,666 Hold on. 141 00:06:30,700 --> 00:06:31,736 Hold on. 142 00:06:31,770 --> 00:06:33,047 Go slow. 143 00:06:33,082 --> 00:06:34,428 Come on. You can do it. 144 00:06:34,463 --> 00:06:35,360 Come on. 145 00:06:35,395 --> 00:06:36,568 Oh, it hurts. 146 00:06:36,603 --> 00:06:38,259 It hurts. 147 00:06:38,294 --> 00:06:39,122 I'm sorry, babe. 148 00:06:42,125 --> 00:06:43,437 All right. 149 00:06:43,472 --> 00:06:44,265 Are you OK? 150 00:06:51,134 --> 00:06:51,928 OK. 151 00:07:02,042 --> 00:07:02,974 Thank you. 152 00:07:03,008 --> 00:07:03,802 Yeah. 153 00:07:09,981 --> 00:07:13,502 All right, Erica, you know what? 154 00:07:13,536 --> 00:07:16,366 We're going to try some muscle relaxants with some Motrin. 155 00:07:16,401 --> 00:07:18,886 See if that helps. 156 00:07:18,921 --> 00:07:19,715 All right. 157 00:07:19,749 --> 00:07:21,717 And if it doesn't work? 158 00:07:21,751 --> 00:07:24,029 We'll order an MRI, see what the results are, 159 00:07:24,064 --> 00:07:25,997 follow it up with some physical therapy. 160 00:07:29,034 --> 00:07:30,484 For about how long? 161 00:07:30,519 --> 00:07:33,314 We'll try that for a couple weeks, and we'll go from there. 162 00:07:33,349 --> 00:07:34,384 See how it goes. 163 00:07:34,419 --> 00:07:35,938 And then came my dad's 164 00:07:35,972 --> 00:07:37,457 birthday with my brother, his wife, 165 00:07:37,491 --> 00:07:39,597 and my mom's notorious singing. 166 00:07:39,631 --> 00:07:45,913 Happy birthday to Bob 167 00:07:45,948 --> 00:07:51,574 Happy birthday to you 168 00:07:51,609 --> 00:07:52,782 Happy birthday, sweetheart. 169 00:07:52,817 --> 00:07:53,611 Thank you. 170 00:07:53,645 --> 00:07:54,715 Thank you. 171 00:07:54,750 --> 00:07:57,131 Cade, didn't grandma do a good job singing? 172 00:07:57,166 --> 00:07:58,685 Yeah, yeah. 173 00:07:58,719 --> 00:07:59,548 Make a wish. 174 00:07:59,582 --> 00:08:00,376 OK. 175 00:08:03,034 --> 00:08:04,553 All right. 176 00:08:04,587 --> 00:08:05,692 Who wants cake? 177 00:08:05,726 --> 00:08:07,279 I do. 178 00:08:07,314 --> 00:08:08,349 Oh my god. 179 00:08:08,384 --> 00:08:10,075 Are you OK? 180 00:08:10,110 --> 00:08:11,214 It hurts. 181 00:08:11,249 --> 00:08:12,975 It's hurting to breathe. 182 00:08:13,009 --> 00:08:15,909 Do you want me to call Dr. Jones? 183 00:08:15,943 --> 00:08:17,324 It's been two weeks. 184 00:08:17,358 --> 00:08:18,739 Mom, are you OK? 185 00:08:18,774 --> 00:08:22,260 If it hurts to breathe, you really should get to the ER. 186 00:08:22,294 --> 00:08:25,297 Why don't you take it home and Bob can take her to the ER? 187 00:08:25,332 --> 00:08:26,782 I mean, they can be there all night. 188 00:08:26,816 --> 00:08:27,645 Yeah. 189 00:08:27,679 --> 00:08:28,853 Are you sure? - Yes. 190 00:08:28,887 --> 00:08:30,855 I mean, it's after 9:00. By the time they see her-- 191 00:08:30,889 --> 00:08:32,477 But I don't want to go to school. 192 00:08:32,512 --> 00:08:34,203 I want to stay with mom. 193 00:08:34,237 --> 00:08:35,480 I'm sorry, Cade. 194 00:08:35,515 --> 00:08:36,585 It's late. 195 00:08:36,619 --> 00:08:38,172 Cade, grandma's right. 196 00:08:38,207 --> 00:08:40,243 You have school tomorrow. 197 00:08:40,278 --> 00:08:42,936 And mom will be OK. 198 00:08:42,970 --> 00:08:44,869 OK. 199 00:08:44,903 --> 00:08:46,836 It's OK, Cadey bear. 200 00:08:46,871 --> 00:08:49,529 I love you. 201 00:08:49,563 --> 00:08:51,496 OK, bud, let's go. 202 00:08:51,531 --> 00:08:52,462 There you go. 203 00:08:52,497 --> 00:08:54,326 Thanks, Dad. 204 00:08:54,361 --> 00:08:55,155 Yeah. 205 00:08:58,296 --> 00:08:59,400 Thanks. 206 00:08:59,435 --> 00:09:01,506 Sweetheart, call me later. 207 00:09:06,822 --> 00:09:08,789 Maybe they just wanted to let you know if they 208 00:09:08,824 --> 00:09:10,757 found something at the ER. 209 00:09:10,791 --> 00:09:14,381 Yeah, it's probably nothing too serious. 210 00:09:14,415 --> 00:09:16,763 What else did he say? 211 00:09:16,797 --> 00:09:17,971 Nothing much. 212 00:09:18,005 --> 00:09:21,284 He just asked that we both come in this afternoon. 213 00:09:21,319 --> 00:09:23,355 Why won't he tell you that on the phone? 214 00:09:23,390 --> 00:09:24,149 I don't know. 215 00:09:24,184 --> 00:09:27,428 He was busy. 216 00:09:27,463 --> 00:09:29,983 One thing he just said was to make sure that you come with me. 217 00:09:30,017 --> 00:09:31,087 OK. 218 00:09:31,122 --> 00:09:31,916 OK. 219 00:09:34,815 --> 00:09:37,715 Erica, Dr. Jones is ready to see you. 220 00:09:56,043 --> 00:09:57,873 Good afternoon. 221 00:09:57,907 --> 00:10:00,979 How are you guys doing? 222 00:10:01,014 --> 00:10:03,050 Pain was bad enough to go to the ER, 223 00:10:03,085 --> 00:10:05,535 but they said it's just pneumonia. 224 00:10:05,570 --> 00:10:08,435 I spoke to the radiologist. 225 00:10:08,469 --> 00:10:10,610 What's going on, Doc? 226 00:10:10,644 --> 00:10:12,439 It's not back surgery, is it? 227 00:10:12,473 --> 00:10:14,096 I'm sorry to say, it's stage 228 00:10:14,130 --> 00:10:15,615 IV inflammatory breast cancer. 229 00:10:18,790 --> 00:10:21,172 And unfortunately, it has spread to your bones. 230 00:10:25,038 --> 00:10:27,143 So what does this mean? 231 00:10:27,178 --> 00:10:29,145 It means I'm a goner. 232 00:10:29,180 --> 00:10:31,527 Not necessarily. 233 00:10:31,561 --> 00:10:35,255 Dr. Corsi is a top-notch oncologist. 234 00:10:35,289 --> 00:10:38,120 We've got you in to see him, the first available appointment. 235 00:10:42,469 --> 00:10:44,816 Are we sure the test is accurate? 236 00:10:44,851 --> 00:10:46,715 It's been read by two radiologists, 237 00:10:46,749 --> 00:10:51,581 but you guys are more than welcome to get a third opinion. 238 00:10:51,616 --> 00:10:54,792 What are my options, Dr. Jones? 239 00:10:54,826 --> 00:10:56,207 I'm not an oncologist, 240 00:10:56,241 --> 00:10:58,312 but I do know an aggressive cancer needs 241 00:10:58,347 --> 00:11:00,832 to be treated aggressively. 242 00:11:00,867 --> 00:11:02,351 Now, more than likely, they're going 243 00:11:02,385 --> 00:11:05,147 to want to terminate the pregnancy 244 00:11:05,181 --> 00:11:09,151 and have you guys follow up with chemo and radiation. 245 00:11:09,185 --> 00:11:12,085 Call mom and dad. 246 00:11:12,119 --> 00:11:14,087 I'd speak to Dr. Corsi first, 247 00:11:14,121 --> 00:11:19,886 see what kind of treatment or plans that he has for you, OK? 248 00:11:19,920 --> 00:11:20,818 OK. 249 00:11:20,852 --> 00:11:21,853 I'll wait. 250 00:11:21,888 --> 00:11:23,303 You guys hang in there. 251 00:11:27,307 --> 00:11:28,101 Sorry. 252 00:11:32,692 --> 00:11:34,728 You're going to get a second opinion, right? 253 00:11:34,763 --> 00:11:36,005 Of course. 254 00:11:36,040 --> 00:11:38,559 I can't leave him without a fight. 255 00:11:38,594 --> 00:11:41,183 Don't talk like that, Erica, please. 256 00:11:41,217 --> 00:11:43,530 What if the diagnosis is right? 257 00:11:43,564 --> 00:11:46,464 Then, we beat this thing together-- 258 00:11:46,498 --> 00:11:48,949 just like mine. 259 00:11:48,984 --> 00:11:50,675 Hey, guys, come on in. 260 00:11:54,921 --> 00:11:59,132 Resi, listen to me. 261 00:11:59,166 --> 00:12:02,722 First, we pray, then we fight this thing 262 00:12:02,756 --> 00:12:04,102 with everything that we've got. 263 00:12:07,761 --> 00:12:08,831 You don't have to smile. 264 00:12:17,633 --> 00:12:19,290 Let's pray. 265 00:12:19,324 --> 00:12:24,640 Our father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. 266 00:12:24,674 --> 00:12:26,987 Thy kingdom come. 267 00:12:27,022 --> 00:12:29,541 Thy will be done on Earth as it is in heaven. 268 00:12:39,620 --> 00:12:42,347 It can't be that Cade's still asleep. 269 00:12:42,382 --> 00:12:43,590 Oh, and thank you. 270 00:12:43,624 --> 00:12:44,764 For what? 271 00:12:44,798 --> 00:12:46,179 Breakfast. 272 00:12:46,213 --> 00:12:48,802 Oh, I wasn't going to let a little cancer 273 00:12:48,837 --> 00:12:50,286 stop me from my wifely duties. 274 00:12:53,807 --> 00:12:56,223 I didn't hear you get up. 275 00:12:56,258 --> 00:12:57,328 I haven't slept yet. 276 00:13:01,228 --> 00:13:03,196 Do I need to ground you like your dad? 277 00:13:03,230 --> 00:13:04,024 I know. 278 00:13:04,059 --> 00:13:05,301 I know. 279 00:13:05,336 --> 00:13:06,786 But you aren't my dad. 280 00:13:13,516 --> 00:13:16,830 I was doing some research about inflammatory breast cancer. 281 00:13:16,865 --> 00:13:20,869 And I saw a bunch of abortion videos. 282 00:13:20,903 --> 00:13:23,975 Josh, Josh, they were-- 283 00:13:24,010 --> 00:13:25,183 they were awful. 284 00:13:25,218 --> 00:13:27,254 Why do you watch stuff like that? 285 00:13:27,289 --> 00:13:29,291 Because this is my reality. 286 00:13:29,325 --> 00:13:32,363 I mean, the first opinion, it's just echoing the second opinion. 287 00:13:32,397 --> 00:13:34,641 And I'm not getting a third opinion. 288 00:13:34,675 --> 00:13:36,505 The second radiologist was a jerk. 289 00:13:36,539 --> 00:13:37,989 All right, well, that might be, 290 00:13:38,024 --> 00:13:40,647 but that doesn't take away his degrees or his knowledge. 291 00:13:45,445 --> 00:13:50,070 Whatever you decide to do, I'm on board. 292 00:13:54,316 --> 00:13:56,387 Thank you. 293 00:13:56,421 --> 00:13:58,803 I needed to hear that-- 294 00:13:58,838 --> 00:13:59,942 maybe once a day. 295 00:14:02,565 --> 00:14:06,259 There was this-- there was this movie I watched, 296 00:14:06,293 --> 00:14:08,951 though, called Unplanned. 297 00:14:08,986 --> 00:14:12,299 And it's about this woman named Abby Johnson. 298 00:14:12,334 --> 00:14:15,026 It was-- it was amazing. 299 00:14:15,061 --> 00:14:20,445 So Abby used to work at Planned Parenthood. 300 00:14:20,480 --> 00:14:22,344 And I guess she had some sort of awakening. 301 00:14:22,378 --> 00:14:24,553 And now she's some pro-life activist. 302 00:14:29,903 --> 00:14:34,459 I only care about you and what you want to do. 303 00:15:12,152 --> 00:15:12,912 Good morning. 304 00:15:12,946 --> 00:15:13,740 Good morning. 305 00:15:16,260 --> 00:15:19,608 I just thought I'd stop by and see if you made a decision yet. 306 00:15:19,642 --> 00:15:21,955 Please don't pressure us right now. 307 00:15:21,990 --> 00:15:24,509 I've already told you, we haven't decided yet. 308 00:15:24,544 --> 00:15:27,892 Just promise me you won't sacrifice your life 309 00:15:27,927 --> 00:15:29,411 for a baby I don't know. 310 00:15:29,445 --> 00:15:32,414 But I do know this baby, mom. 311 00:15:32,448 --> 00:15:34,243 And it may not have a choice, but I do. 312 00:15:37,039 --> 00:15:39,145 I also wanted to ask if you could 313 00:15:39,179 --> 00:15:41,112 come to our church on Sunday. 314 00:15:41,147 --> 00:15:42,458 They put you on the prayer list. 315 00:15:45,013 --> 00:15:47,532 It would mean the world to me. 316 00:15:47,567 --> 00:15:49,258 Can we think about it, mom? 317 00:15:49,293 --> 00:15:51,881 We just want to pray together. 318 00:15:56,300 --> 00:15:57,301 Hello. 319 00:15:57,335 --> 00:15:59,682 This is she. 320 00:15:59,717 --> 00:16:02,202 Fell off a ladder? 321 00:16:02,237 --> 00:16:03,169 Is he OK? 322 00:16:03,203 --> 00:16:04,308 I got to go. 323 00:16:04,342 --> 00:16:05,619 What happened? 324 00:16:05,654 --> 00:16:06,413 What happened? 325 00:16:06,448 --> 00:16:07,932 Mom! 326 00:16:07,967 --> 00:16:09,106 Mom, is dad OK? 327 00:16:14,007 --> 00:16:15,284 I'm Dr. Sardelli. 328 00:16:15,319 --> 00:16:17,631 And I had an opportunity to review your MRI. 329 00:16:17,666 --> 00:16:20,358 And it shows two small herniated disks pinching 330 00:16:20,393 --> 00:16:22,843 nerves in your neck and back. 331 00:16:22,878 --> 00:16:24,776 Do I have to be off work? 332 00:16:24,811 --> 00:16:26,640 Do you work on ladders? 333 00:16:26,675 --> 00:16:27,538 Yeah. 334 00:16:27,572 --> 00:16:29,298 It goes with the job. 335 00:16:29,333 --> 00:16:31,542 Yeah, well, you'll be off work at least a month 336 00:16:31,576 --> 00:16:32,784 then. 337 00:16:32,819 --> 00:16:34,510 And I'll make sure to get you an off-work note. 338 00:16:34,545 --> 00:16:37,755 I'll also get you a prescription for physical therapy. 339 00:16:37,789 --> 00:16:41,241 You'll have to call and follow up in two weeks. 340 00:16:41,276 --> 00:16:42,070 Thank you, Doctor. 341 00:16:44,658 --> 00:16:46,212 D, I don't know what I'm going to do. 342 00:16:46,246 --> 00:16:50,216 I've never been off work in, gosh, in my whole life. 343 00:16:50,250 --> 00:16:51,734 Geez. 344 00:16:51,769 --> 00:16:53,805 Don't even think about it. 345 00:16:53,840 --> 00:16:57,050 You can barely stand. 346 00:16:57,085 --> 00:16:57,947 Give me my jacket. 347 00:17:00,743 --> 00:17:01,986 You stay put. 348 00:17:02,021 --> 00:17:03,263 They're getting the paperwork. 349 00:17:03,298 --> 00:17:04,299 I'll pull the car around. 350 00:17:07,543 --> 00:17:09,683 Oh, geez. 351 00:17:19,486 --> 00:17:22,075 Dad, where's mom? 352 00:17:22,110 --> 00:17:23,525 She stayed home. 353 00:17:23,559 --> 00:17:25,803 She's not feeling well. 354 00:17:25,837 --> 00:17:28,426 I know she set this all up, and-- 355 00:17:28,461 --> 00:17:29,979 well, it is what it is. 356 00:17:30,014 --> 00:17:32,775 I'm here for the both of us. 357 00:17:32,810 --> 00:17:33,845 OK. 358 00:17:33,880 --> 00:17:36,503 Hey, Cade. 359 00:17:36,538 --> 00:17:37,332 Let's go. 360 00:18:06,809 --> 00:18:16,060 So Paul said he learned to be content in any situation. 361 00:18:16,095 --> 00:18:21,065 He offered everything up in prayer and supplication. 362 00:18:21,100 --> 00:18:23,516 These are the names of his son of Israel, 363 00:18:23,550 --> 00:18:27,209 who went to Egypt with Jacob, each with his family-- 364 00:18:27,244 --> 00:18:31,040 Reuben, Simon, Levi, and Judah. 365 00:18:38,013 --> 00:18:38,910 What's going on? 366 00:18:44,778 --> 00:18:48,610 Everywhere we went today, I was looking around 367 00:18:48,644 --> 00:18:52,338 and just asking God, why me? 368 00:18:55,479 --> 00:18:59,828 Even church, why can't these people 369 00:18:59,862 --> 00:19:02,175 who've already lived their lives, 370 00:19:02,210 --> 00:19:03,383 why can't they get cancer? 371 00:19:06,973 --> 00:19:07,767 Why me? 372 00:19:11,978 --> 00:19:13,324 And I can't turn it off. 373 00:19:18,536 --> 00:19:19,330 Oh my god. 374 00:19:22,126 --> 00:19:26,717 And the old lady in the front row with the hat-- 375 00:19:26,751 --> 00:19:27,614 I'm horrible. 376 00:19:32,723 --> 00:19:35,588 You're human. 377 00:19:35,622 --> 00:19:38,763 And it's probably perfectly normal to feel that way. 378 00:19:38,798 --> 00:19:41,352 Mom, I feel the same way too. 379 00:19:48,670 --> 00:19:51,120 Hey, is this Erica? 380 00:19:51,155 --> 00:19:52,467 Yeah, this is? 381 00:19:52,501 --> 00:19:54,607 Oh, hey, this is Abby. 382 00:19:54,641 --> 00:19:56,712 How are you doing? 383 00:19:56,747 --> 00:19:58,024 I'm OK, Abby. 384 00:19:58,058 --> 00:19:58,818 Thank you so much. 385 00:19:58,852 --> 00:20:02,891 Do you know Cade's jersey is? 386 00:20:02,925 --> 00:20:05,273 Josh, I don't. 387 00:20:05,307 --> 00:20:06,619 Maybe check the laundry. 388 00:20:06,653 --> 00:20:08,103 I'm on the phone. 389 00:20:08,137 --> 00:20:09,242 With who? 390 00:20:09,277 --> 00:20:10,070 Abby Johnson. 391 00:20:15,283 --> 00:20:16,353 Hey, Abby. 392 00:20:16,387 --> 00:20:18,217 Thank you so much for calling. 393 00:20:18,251 --> 00:20:19,597 Yeah, of course. 394 00:20:19,632 --> 00:20:23,291 It sounds like you've got a lot of serious stuff going on. 395 00:20:23,325 --> 00:20:26,673 Yeah, the doctors say that if I keep the baby, 396 00:20:26,708 --> 00:20:30,194 they can't treat the cancer as aggressively. 397 00:20:30,229 --> 00:20:32,645 And then we can both die. 398 00:20:32,679 --> 00:20:35,268 They're suggesting that I abort. 399 00:20:35,303 --> 00:20:40,100 Do you mind if I ask, how has your faith journey right now? 400 00:20:40,135 --> 00:20:41,343 Not at all. 401 00:20:41,378 --> 00:20:45,727 We both believe and trust in God tremendously. 402 00:20:45,761 --> 00:20:47,453 And I really want to keep this baby, 403 00:20:47,487 --> 00:20:49,489 but what if we both die in the process? 404 00:20:52,837 --> 00:20:55,840 That's scary. 405 00:20:55,875 --> 00:20:57,463 Do you have any other children? 406 00:20:57,497 --> 00:20:59,810 Yeah. 407 00:20:59,844 --> 00:21:02,709 He's seven years old. 408 00:21:02,744 --> 00:21:06,023 And honestly, the thought of leaving him 409 00:21:06,057 --> 00:21:13,306 and my husband with a mother and a wife just has me petrified. 410 00:21:13,341 --> 00:21:16,447 Are there other treatments that they can try if you 411 00:21:16,482 --> 00:21:18,553 do decide to keep your baby? 412 00:21:18,587 --> 00:21:20,796 Yeah, but the treatments aren't 413 00:21:20,831 --> 00:21:21,935 going to be as aggressive. 414 00:21:21,970 --> 00:21:24,144 And they're really not giving us much hope. 415 00:21:24,179 --> 00:21:27,216 That's why the doctors are suggesting that we abort. 416 00:21:27,251 --> 00:21:31,013 And what does your husband think? 417 00:21:31,048 --> 00:21:32,567 He'll support me no matter what. 418 00:21:38,883 --> 00:21:40,299 I don't want to have the abortion. 419 00:21:43,474 --> 00:21:45,027 I can't take an innocent life. 420 00:21:49,480 --> 00:21:54,105 You know, Erica, I can't tell you what to do. 421 00:21:54,140 --> 00:21:59,214 But I can tell that you're a woman of strong faith 422 00:21:59,248 --> 00:22:03,011 and that you love your children, including 423 00:22:03,045 --> 00:22:06,186 the child in your womb. 424 00:22:06,221 --> 00:22:12,469 And I'm not an expert at many things, probably nothing. 425 00:22:12,503 --> 00:22:16,783 But I do know the love of motherhood. 426 00:22:16,818 --> 00:22:21,340 And motherhood is tough because it 427 00:22:21,374 --> 00:22:23,169 requires us to do hard things. 428 00:22:23,203 --> 00:22:28,105 God calls us to do really hard things. 429 00:22:28,139 --> 00:22:30,728 And I don't know, Erica, maybe God 430 00:22:30,763 --> 00:22:34,145 is calling you to do the hardest thing 431 00:22:34,180 --> 00:22:37,770 and make the hardest decision that you'll 432 00:22:37,804 --> 00:22:41,843 ever have to make in your life. 433 00:22:41,877 --> 00:22:42,809 I just-- 434 00:22:42,844 --> 00:22:46,710 I already love this baby so much. 435 00:22:46,744 --> 00:22:49,851 Well, of course, you do. 436 00:22:49,885 --> 00:22:55,304 And no matter what, this baby will always be a part of you. 437 00:22:55,339 --> 00:22:59,136 And a part of you will always be in this baby. 438 00:22:59,170 --> 00:23:01,103 Can we pray together? 439 00:23:01,138 --> 00:23:03,727 I'd like that. 440 00:23:03,761 --> 00:23:06,246 All right. 441 00:23:06,281 --> 00:23:11,390 Dear God, I just ask that you be with Erica right now 442 00:23:11,424 --> 00:23:13,564 and her family and-- 443 00:23:16,809 --> 00:23:19,467 I think-- 444 00:23:19,501 --> 00:23:22,918 I think I'm going to go for a drive. 445 00:23:22,953 --> 00:23:23,850 Do you want-- 446 00:23:23,885 --> 00:23:25,990 do you want some company? 447 00:23:26,025 --> 00:23:28,061 No, I just want some time alone. 448 00:23:31,271 --> 00:23:32,203 OK. 449 00:24:48,970 --> 00:24:49,764 Grandma! 450 00:24:53,733 --> 00:24:55,079 Oh, honey. 451 00:24:55,114 --> 00:24:57,219 Another nightmare? 452 00:24:57,254 --> 00:24:58,048 Yes. 453 00:25:04,537 --> 00:25:06,608 Do you have nightmares? 454 00:25:06,643 --> 00:25:07,954 Of course, I do. 455 00:25:07,989 --> 00:25:09,162 What do you do? 456 00:25:09,197 --> 00:25:10,543 Remember. 457 00:25:10,578 --> 00:25:12,407 Remember your own nightmares? 458 00:25:12,441 --> 00:25:13,201 No. 459 00:25:13,235 --> 00:25:14,651 No, silly. 460 00:25:14,685 --> 00:25:19,172 I just remember that God loves and protects me no matter what. 461 00:25:19,207 --> 00:25:22,175 Are you sure you're not sick anymore, grandma? 462 00:25:59,730 --> 00:26:01,318 To Saturday morning ritual, remember? 463 00:26:01,352 --> 00:26:03,354 Breakfast followed by? 464 00:26:03,389 --> 00:26:05,460 The visit to the chapel. 465 00:26:05,494 --> 00:26:06,599 How could I forget, Resi? 466 00:26:06,634 --> 00:26:07,807 You forget a lot of things. 467 00:26:07,842 --> 00:26:08,601 I don't know. 468 00:26:13,468 --> 00:26:14,987 I even bet you don't remember where 469 00:26:15,021 --> 00:26:17,403 my favorite spot used to be. 470 00:26:17,437 --> 00:26:18,749 Come on, think about it. 471 00:26:18,784 --> 00:26:19,612 Got on one. 472 00:26:26,619 --> 00:26:28,034 I'm so glad we got to do this. 473 00:26:28,069 --> 00:26:30,036 Me too. 474 00:26:30,071 --> 00:26:32,591 I remember the first time I took you here. 475 00:26:32,625 --> 00:26:34,869 You were so tiny. 476 00:26:34,903 --> 00:26:36,595 You couldn't even see over the pews. 477 00:26:36,629 --> 00:26:37,906 You remember that? 478 00:26:37,941 --> 00:26:38,942 Yeah. 479 00:26:38,976 --> 00:26:40,495 That was cute. 480 00:26:40,529 --> 00:26:44,775 And here you are, you're going off to college. 481 00:26:44,810 --> 00:26:45,569 Dad. 482 00:26:45,604 --> 00:26:47,088 You're my little girl. 483 00:26:47,122 --> 00:26:50,160 Dad, stop being such a drama king, OK? 484 00:26:52,645 --> 00:26:53,439 OK. 485 00:26:56,062 --> 00:27:00,066 40 miles down the road, not Honolulu. 486 00:27:00,101 --> 00:27:02,206 I can do this whenever you want. 487 00:27:02,241 --> 00:27:03,035 Thanks. 488 00:27:34,169 --> 00:27:35,205 Good afternoon. 489 00:27:35,239 --> 00:27:36,585 I'm Dr. Corsi. 490 00:27:36,620 --> 00:27:39,105 Pleasure to meet you, Erica and Josh-- 491 00:27:39,140 --> 00:27:41,211 or is it Joshua? 492 00:27:41,245 --> 00:27:42,074 Oh, Josh. 493 00:27:42,108 --> 00:27:45,180 Hubby Pants. 494 00:27:45,215 --> 00:27:47,010 Hubby Pants? 495 00:27:47,044 --> 00:27:49,806 Thank you for the unexpected chuckle, Erica. 496 00:27:49,840 --> 00:27:51,221 Certainly. 497 00:27:51,255 --> 00:27:53,499 Now, give it to us straight, doc. 498 00:27:53,533 --> 00:27:55,604 What are my options? 499 00:27:55,639 --> 00:27:57,848 Well, first, I'd like to say how sorry I am that you 500 00:27:57,883 --> 00:27:58,918 have to go through this. 501 00:27:58,953 --> 00:27:59,712 Thank you. 502 00:27:59,747 --> 00:28:01,783 Thank you. 503 00:28:01,818 --> 00:28:03,233 After looking at your scans, I'd 504 00:28:03,267 --> 00:28:06,063 like to refer you to Children's, where we can treat the cancer 505 00:28:06,098 --> 00:28:08,997 with chemo and radiation. 506 00:28:09,032 --> 00:28:11,793 Now, due to the aggressive nature of this cancer, 507 00:28:11,828 --> 00:28:13,588 we'll have to terminate your pregnancy. 508 00:28:13,622 --> 00:28:16,384 And then, we start treatment. 509 00:28:16,418 --> 00:28:18,766 Termination is not an option. 510 00:28:18,800 --> 00:28:20,526 Do you understand? 511 00:28:20,560 --> 00:28:23,632 I've made my choice. 512 00:28:23,667 --> 00:28:26,256 Look, I understand, Erica, but I would not 513 00:28:26,290 --> 00:28:29,259 be a good doctor if I didn't tell you that termination 514 00:28:29,293 --> 00:28:31,882 is the best option. 515 00:28:31,917 --> 00:28:35,334 Neither of your odds of survival are very good at all. 516 00:28:35,368 --> 00:28:40,166 In fact, the cancer will feed off the pregnancy hormones. 517 00:28:40,201 --> 00:28:44,239 Look, God's going to wrap his arms around this baby. 518 00:28:44,274 --> 00:28:45,378 It'll be just fine. 519 00:28:48,416 --> 00:28:50,590 Do you understand what you're risking here? 520 00:28:50,625 --> 00:28:51,591 I do. 521 00:28:51,626 --> 00:28:53,076 And I wouldn't change it. 522 00:28:53,110 --> 00:28:54,560 I'm at stage 4. 523 00:28:54,594 --> 00:28:55,699 Exactly. 524 00:28:55,734 --> 00:28:58,322 That's why I'm trying to advise you that this 525 00:28:58,357 --> 00:29:00,186 might be the wrong decision. 526 00:29:00,221 --> 00:29:01,360 Maybe for some people. 527 00:29:01,394 --> 00:29:04,673 But Dr. Corsi, not me. 528 00:29:04,708 --> 00:29:06,917 OK. 529 00:29:06,952 --> 00:29:08,091 OK. 530 00:29:08,125 --> 00:29:09,920 We should start treatment as soon as possible. 531 00:29:09,955 --> 00:29:11,715 We're going to hold off on the radiation. 532 00:29:11,750 --> 00:29:15,270 Chemo can work on its own, but they do work better together. 533 00:29:15,305 --> 00:29:16,616 Oh, OK. 534 00:29:16,651 --> 00:29:20,275 Is there any way that we can wait till after Christmas? 535 00:29:20,310 --> 00:29:23,623 I think that would be fine. 536 00:29:23,658 --> 00:29:27,904 All right, it's a pleasure to meet you, Erica and Hubby Pants. 537 00:29:27,938 --> 00:29:29,215 Merry Christmas. 538 00:29:29,250 --> 00:29:30,216 Merry Christmas. 539 00:29:38,086 --> 00:29:38,984 Oh. 540 00:29:39,018 --> 00:29:40,295 Oh, look at this. 541 00:29:40,330 --> 00:29:41,538 Wow, they're having fun. 542 00:29:41,572 --> 00:29:43,471 They sure are having a good time. 543 00:29:43,505 --> 00:29:44,299 Oh, man. 544 00:29:49,442 --> 00:29:52,376 Hey, someone's here. 545 00:29:52,411 --> 00:29:54,102 Who could this be? 546 00:29:57,071 --> 00:29:58,244 It's Santa! 547 00:29:58,279 --> 00:29:59,211 Ho-ho-ho! 548 00:29:59,245 --> 00:30:00,108 Merry Christmas. 549 00:30:00,143 --> 00:30:03,732 Santa, come in. 550 00:30:03,767 --> 00:30:05,734 Ho-ho-ho, young lady. 551 00:30:05,769 --> 00:30:08,185 Ho-ho-ho, Santa. 552 00:30:08,220 --> 00:30:09,877 This gift is for you, mom. 553 00:30:09,911 --> 00:30:10,670 For me? 554 00:30:10,705 --> 00:30:11,879 For you. 555 00:30:11,913 --> 00:30:12,707 OK. 556 00:30:15,952 --> 00:30:17,091 Here, I'll take the box. 557 00:30:17,125 --> 00:30:18,920 Here. 558 00:30:18,955 --> 00:30:20,266 Mom, squeeze the belly. 559 00:30:22,786 --> 00:30:25,168 Yo-yo, congratulations! 560 00:30:25,202 --> 00:30:26,721 You're going to have a granddaughter 561 00:30:26,755 --> 00:30:30,069 named Ellanore Giana. 562 00:30:30,104 --> 00:30:31,208 Oh, that's so nice. 563 00:30:33,935 --> 00:30:34,833 Oh, you guys. 564 00:30:37,663 --> 00:30:41,805 I love you, but I wish you weren't going through this. 565 00:30:47,362 --> 00:30:49,917 I know, but I'll be OK. 566 00:30:55,577 --> 00:30:58,891 You better be. 567 00:30:58,926 --> 00:31:00,720 Are you good? 568 00:31:00,755 --> 00:31:01,963 Yeah. 569 00:31:01,998 --> 00:31:04,863 Let's see what we have here. 570 00:31:04,897 --> 00:31:07,382 This is for you, my dear. 571 00:31:07,417 --> 00:31:08,936 Thank you. 572 00:31:08,970 --> 00:31:09,971 Pick a color. 573 00:31:10,006 --> 00:31:12,353 Any color. 574 00:31:12,387 --> 00:31:13,975 Blue, third from the top. 575 00:31:14,010 --> 00:31:15,943 Good choice. 576 00:31:15,977 --> 00:31:16,805 Thank you. 577 00:31:20,602 --> 00:31:21,672 Did you do that? 578 00:31:21,707 --> 00:31:22,777 I did. 579 00:31:22,811 --> 00:31:23,605 Wow. 580 00:31:26,263 --> 00:31:28,058 Hi, I'm Julie. 581 00:31:28,093 --> 00:31:29,059 I'll be your nurse. 582 00:31:29,094 --> 00:31:29,853 Erica. 583 00:31:29,888 --> 00:31:30,958 This is my cousin, Sher. 584 00:31:30,992 --> 00:31:31,751 Hi. 585 00:31:31,786 --> 00:31:32,891 Hi. 586 00:31:32,925 --> 00:31:35,997 It always warms my heart to see family support. 587 00:31:36,032 --> 00:31:38,966 No, I'm very lucky. 588 00:31:39,000 --> 00:31:40,864 Actually, could you do me a favor? 589 00:31:40,899 --> 00:31:43,487 Would you just mind giving us a second, so we could pray? 590 00:31:43,522 --> 00:31:44,419 Absolutely. 591 00:31:44,454 --> 00:31:45,834 I'll give you five. - Perfect. 592 00:31:45,869 --> 00:31:46,663 Thank you. 593 00:31:48,941 --> 00:31:49,700 May I? 594 00:31:49,735 --> 00:31:51,979 Yeah, please. 595 00:31:52,013 --> 00:31:54,360 Dear Lord, I thank you so much for Erica 596 00:31:54,395 --> 00:31:56,328 and this precious little child. 597 00:31:56,362 --> 00:32:00,780 I pray for peace for Erica's heart and quick healing. 598 00:32:00,815 --> 00:32:02,023 It's in your name, we pray. 599 00:32:02,058 --> 00:32:02,817 Amen. 600 00:32:02,851 --> 00:32:05,647 Amen. 601 00:32:05,682 --> 00:32:08,892 Now, this might feel a bit warm going in, OK? 602 00:32:08,927 --> 00:32:11,550 All right, you call me whenever you need me, all right? 603 00:32:11,584 --> 00:32:12,516 Awesome. Thank you. 604 00:32:12,551 --> 00:32:13,448 You're welcome. 605 00:32:20,835 --> 00:32:22,457 Chocolate-covered strawberries. 606 00:32:22,492 --> 00:32:24,390 Hey, girl, hey. 607 00:32:24,425 --> 00:32:26,151 Yo-yo! 608 00:32:26,185 --> 00:32:27,290 Thank you so much. 609 00:32:30,051 --> 00:32:31,604 Seriously, thank you. 610 00:32:31,639 --> 00:32:32,433 This is just-- 611 00:32:50,830 --> 00:32:55,076 Bob, lunch is ready. 612 00:32:55,111 --> 00:32:55,904 Bob? 613 00:33:02,704 --> 00:33:04,913 You want to eat in here? 614 00:33:04,948 --> 00:33:08,710 No, I'm not hungry. 615 00:33:08,745 --> 00:33:09,539 Since when? 616 00:33:12,542 --> 00:33:13,336 What's wrong? 617 00:33:15,959 --> 00:33:22,345 I just feel so useless because I'm not working. 618 00:33:25,486 --> 00:33:26,901 And on top of all that, I've turned 619 00:33:26,935 --> 00:33:28,903 into a full-time babysitter. 620 00:33:28,937 --> 00:33:30,939 Well, you just need to get over that. 621 00:33:30,974 --> 00:33:32,596 You know how many fathers would jump 622 00:33:32,631 --> 00:33:34,460 at the chance to help their daughters the way 623 00:33:34,495 --> 00:33:36,221 you're helping Erica? 624 00:33:36,255 --> 00:33:38,740 Do you know how many can't afford it? 625 00:33:38,775 --> 00:33:41,812 Give me a break. 626 00:33:41,847 --> 00:33:43,193 You just don't get it, do you? 627 00:33:43,228 --> 00:33:44,505 I do get it. 628 00:33:44,539 --> 00:33:45,609 You're a workaholic. 629 00:33:45,644 --> 00:33:46,990 And you can't stand that you have 630 00:33:47,025 --> 00:33:49,303 to spend your time helping Erica instead of 631 00:33:49,337 --> 00:33:53,169 working to be underappreciated. 632 00:33:53,203 --> 00:33:58,933 At least I'd feel more productive than watching 633 00:33:58,967 --> 00:33:59,796 our daughter die. 634 00:34:21,059 --> 00:34:22,025 Hey, Erica. 635 00:34:22,060 --> 00:34:23,682 How are you doing? 636 00:34:23,716 --> 00:34:25,615 I'm a little sore, but I'm OK. 637 00:34:25,649 --> 00:34:28,445 It's good to see you. 638 00:34:28,480 --> 00:34:29,343 Hey. 639 00:34:29,377 --> 00:34:30,171 Hey, Cade. 640 00:34:30,206 --> 00:34:30,999 What's up, buddy? 641 00:34:31,034 --> 00:34:32,208 Good. 642 00:34:32,242 --> 00:34:33,761 Do you have any new video games we can check out? 643 00:34:33,795 --> 00:34:35,211 Yeah, the computer in the other room. 644 00:34:35,245 --> 00:34:36,522 All right, let's go get them. 645 00:34:42,666 --> 00:34:44,427 What is that? 646 00:34:44,461 --> 00:34:45,911 It smells great. 647 00:34:45,945 --> 00:34:48,603 It's my essential oils diffuser. 648 00:34:48,638 --> 00:34:51,951 They say it's supposed to help with the cancer. 649 00:34:51,986 --> 00:34:53,332 So what did your doctor say? 650 00:34:57,095 --> 00:35:01,547 Our chances are pretty slim. 651 00:35:01,582 --> 00:35:06,034 And by slim, we mean to say that they 652 00:35:06,069 --> 00:35:11,143 told us we had a 1% to 2% chance of conceiving a baby. 653 00:35:11,178 --> 00:35:12,627 Dr. Schmutter. 654 00:35:12,662 --> 00:35:14,802 Doctors don't know everything. 655 00:35:14,836 --> 00:35:17,632 And besides, it's not up to them. 656 00:35:17,667 --> 00:35:20,256 It's up to God. 657 00:35:20,290 --> 00:35:21,498 Thank you for that. 658 00:35:37,135 --> 00:35:38,619 I have something to give you both. 659 00:35:43,796 --> 00:35:47,145 You always keep such a beautiful home. 660 00:35:47,179 --> 00:35:50,148 Thank you, Pastor. 661 00:35:50,182 --> 00:35:52,943 How are you doing, really? 662 00:35:52,978 --> 00:35:55,394 Trying to hang in there. 663 00:35:55,429 --> 00:35:59,881 Well, hopefully, this will help. 664 00:35:59,916 --> 00:36:05,128 The ladies made a care calendar for babysitting, 665 00:36:05,163 --> 00:36:08,027 cleaning, and meal prep. 666 00:36:08,062 --> 00:36:10,064 I just need you to accept the help. 667 00:36:13,826 --> 00:36:17,520 I'll take that as a yes. 668 00:36:17,554 --> 00:36:19,211 I've got to get going. 669 00:36:19,246 --> 00:36:21,834 But can we pray first? 670 00:36:21,869 --> 00:36:23,215 I thought you'd never ask. 671 00:36:30,188 --> 00:36:33,363 Dear Lord, our father, please keep 672 00:36:33,398 --> 00:36:39,266 Erica and Josh in your sight and under your protection. 673 00:36:39,300 --> 00:36:42,061 In Jesus's name, we pray. 674 00:36:42,096 --> 00:36:44,719 Amen. 675 00:36:44,754 --> 00:36:47,722 They say every cloud has a silver lining. 676 00:36:47,757 --> 00:36:49,931 And then just six weeks later-- 677 00:36:59,631 --> 00:37:03,048 Guys, are you pregnant? 678 00:37:03,082 --> 00:37:03,876 Yes. 679 00:37:06,465 --> 00:37:07,673 Is that triplets? 680 00:37:07,708 --> 00:37:09,365 Yes, indeed. 681 00:37:09,399 --> 00:37:10,400 Oh my gosh. 682 00:37:10,435 --> 00:37:12,195 That's awesome. 683 00:37:12,230 --> 00:37:12,989 Congratulations! 684 00:37:13,023 --> 00:37:14,232 That's amazing. 685 00:37:14,266 --> 00:37:15,336 Thank you. 686 00:37:15,371 --> 00:37:17,338 I'm going to be an insta dad. 687 00:37:17,373 --> 00:37:19,064 I'm so excited for you-- 688 00:37:19,098 --> 00:37:19,858 both of you. 689 00:37:19,892 --> 00:37:22,136 This is awesome. 690 00:37:22,170 --> 00:37:22,964 Thank you. 691 00:37:31,421 --> 00:37:33,941 You were right. 692 00:37:33,975 --> 00:37:37,082 He is in charge. 693 00:37:37,116 --> 00:37:40,223 Erica, how are you feeling? 694 00:37:40,258 --> 00:37:41,224 A little bit of pain. 695 00:37:41,259 --> 00:37:44,710 But honestly, you guys made my day. 696 00:37:44,745 --> 00:37:45,608 This is so awesome. 697 00:37:45,642 --> 00:37:47,748 Congratulations, both of you. 698 00:37:47,782 --> 00:37:48,680 Thank you. 699 00:37:51,579 --> 00:37:53,547 OK, Jeannie, you're all set. 700 00:37:53,581 --> 00:37:55,134 We'll see you next time. 701 00:37:55,169 --> 00:37:55,963 Thanks, Dan. 702 00:37:55,997 --> 00:37:56,791 No problem. 703 00:38:12,566 --> 00:38:14,671 Sorry. 704 00:38:14,706 --> 00:38:18,365 Oh, you don't have to do that. 705 00:38:18,399 --> 00:38:21,713 I heard your story last time I was here. 706 00:38:21,747 --> 00:38:26,338 And I couldn't stop thinking about you. 707 00:38:26,373 --> 00:38:32,586 The beads on this bracelet are a memento from my Europe trip 708 00:38:32,620 --> 00:38:36,521 I took a few years ago after I went into remission. 709 00:38:39,213 --> 00:38:41,767 It's beautiful. 710 00:38:41,802 --> 00:38:43,735 I'm Erica. 711 00:38:43,769 --> 00:38:44,632 Jeannie. 712 00:38:44,667 --> 00:38:45,530 Nice to meet you. 713 00:38:45,564 --> 00:38:47,325 You too. 714 00:38:47,359 --> 00:38:49,672 I know what you're going through. 715 00:38:49,706 --> 00:38:52,744 It's my third time. 716 00:38:52,778 --> 00:38:55,609 Is there a tissue? 717 00:38:55,643 --> 00:39:00,096 You girls are 10 times stronger than I would be. 718 00:39:00,130 --> 00:39:03,271 You think that now, but you'd be surprised 719 00:39:03,306 --> 00:39:06,827 how much fight you really have, especially 720 00:39:06,861 --> 00:39:10,071 if God's in your corner. 721 00:39:10,106 --> 00:39:12,350 Thank you so much. 722 00:39:12,384 --> 00:39:13,178 God bless. 723 00:39:16,768 --> 00:39:17,872 She was so nice. 724 00:39:23,499 --> 00:39:25,397 Yeah. 725 00:39:25,432 --> 00:39:28,366 Yeah, my wife had chemo yesterday. 726 00:39:28,400 --> 00:39:30,333 She's been throwing up for the last four hours. 727 00:39:36,270 --> 00:39:37,858 I couldn't believe I lost my ring. 728 00:39:40,412 --> 00:39:42,207 Hey, Erica. 729 00:39:42,241 --> 00:39:43,139 Hey, Doctor. 730 00:39:43,173 --> 00:39:45,003 I ran into Dr. Corsi, and he has 731 00:39:45,037 --> 00:39:46,694 something he needs to tell you. 732 00:39:46,729 --> 00:39:48,351 Erica, I think it's time that we admit 733 00:39:48,386 --> 00:39:49,870 you and tell you to deliver. 734 00:39:49,904 --> 00:39:52,113 But that's not for another two months. 735 00:39:52,148 --> 00:39:53,770 You said that this was just dehydration. 736 00:39:53,805 --> 00:39:57,912 I know, but the calcium levels in your blood have increased. 737 00:39:57,947 --> 00:39:59,466 And that means that the cancer is 738 00:39:59,500 --> 00:40:01,847 moving rapidly into your bones, causing your pain. 739 00:40:01,882 --> 00:40:04,402 So what I would like to do is do a blood 740 00:40:04,436 --> 00:40:06,473 transfusion before your next chemo treatment 741 00:40:06,507 --> 00:40:07,888 to see if that helps. 742 00:40:07,922 --> 00:40:10,269 And then you're going to need to be monitored. 743 00:40:10,304 --> 00:40:11,788 We can't do that. 744 00:40:11,823 --> 00:40:12,686 I need to see Cade. 745 00:40:12,720 --> 00:40:13,514 Josh-- 746 00:40:13,549 --> 00:40:15,136 There won't be a problem. 747 00:40:15,171 --> 00:40:16,724 You can have him here every day. 748 00:40:16,759 --> 00:40:21,419 We have a large private room for you in maternity ward. 749 00:40:21,453 --> 00:40:22,212 Thank you. 750 00:40:22,247 --> 00:40:23,041 You're welcome. 751 00:40:23,075 --> 00:40:23,835 Thank you. 752 00:40:23,869 --> 00:40:25,043 Thanks, doc. 753 00:40:25,077 --> 00:40:26,596 - You're welcome. - We'll figure it out. 754 00:40:26,631 --> 00:40:27,390 We'll make it work. 755 00:40:27,425 --> 00:40:28,943 It's all going to work out. 756 00:40:28,978 --> 00:40:29,772 I can do this. 757 00:40:29,806 --> 00:40:31,187 You get to see him every day. 758 00:40:35,847 --> 00:40:38,436 So the girls from church are going to get Cade to school 759 00:40:38,470 --> 00:40:41,300 every morning that dad's going to therapy. 760 00:40:41,335 --> 00:40:44,476 Dad, if you could please pick Cade up from school 761 00:40:44,511 --> 00:40:47,168 and bring him here every time that he doesn't have practice? 762 00:40:47,203 --> 00:40:48,169 Sure, not a problem. 763 00:40:48,204 --> 00:40:49,377 Thank you. 764 00:40:49,412 --> 00:40:50,896 I know how much you wanted to get back to work. 765 00:40:50,931 --> 00:40:51,828 Oh, I can't wait. 766 00:40:55,245 --> 00:40:57,524 But you're more important. 767 00:40:57,558 --> 00:41:01,942 Whatever the case, I still love spending time with you. 768 00:41:01,976 --> 00:41:07,982 Now, if we could get some pictures of Cade and us, 769 00:41:08,017 --> 00:41:09,846 as many as we can get our hands on, at least, 770 00:41:09,881 --> 00:41:12,504 I'd really appreciate it if you guys brought those in. 771 00:41:12,539 --> 00:41:15,507 If I'm going to be here for the next two months, 772 00:41:15,542 --> 00:41:19,891 I'd really like this place to feel a little more homey. 773 00:41:19,925 --> 00:41:26,414 Mom and I just want to let you know how proud we are of you. 774 00:41:26,449 --> 00:41:28,209 Thanks, dad. 775 00:41:28,244 --> 00:41:31,281 Oh, I need a notebook. 776 00:41:31,316 --> 00:41:33,283 The gift shop will have a notebook. 777 00:41:33,318 --> 00:41:34,699 I'll get it. 778 00:41:34,733 --> 00:41:35,803 Thanks, mom. 779 00:41:35,838 --> 00:41:38,219 I was just trying to be strong for everyone. 780 00:41:38,254 --> 00:41:41,499 Here he is, just as promised. 781 00:41:41,533 --> 00:41:43,190 Cadey Bear! 782 00:41:43,224 --> 00:41:43,984 Good to see you. 783 00:41:44,018 --> 00:41:47,159 Good to see you. 784 00:41:47,194 --> 00:41:48,575 Mom, how have you been? 785 00:41:48,609 --> 00:41:49,403 I've been good. 786 00:41:49,437 --> 00:41:50,922 How have you been, Cadey Bear? 787 00:41:50,956 --> 00:41:51,785 Good. 788 00:41:51,819 --> 00:41:53,200 Are you OK, mom? 789 00:41:53,234 --> 00:41:54,960 Yeah, I just miss you so. 790 00:41:54,995 --> 00:41:56,341 I miss you too. 791 00:41:56,375 --> 00:41:59,689 When are you going to be able to come home? 792 00:41:59,724 --> 00:42:02,968 You know, God needs me to stay here 793 00:42:03,003 --> 00:42:06,834 right now just to be able to protect your little sister. 794 00:42:06,869 --> 00:42:08,526 You know that, right? 795 00:42:08,560 --> 00:42:13,151 And when God's done and your sister's here, 796 00:42:13,185 --> 00:42:17,396 then she'll be able to come home, and you can protect her. 797 00:42:17,431 --> 00:42:18,501 OK? 798 00:42:18,536 --> 00:42:19,329 OK. 799 00:42:24,921 --> 00:42:25,888 Oh, hey, dad. 800 00:42:31,410 --> 00:42:33,378 Gosh, it's cold. 801 00:42:33,412 --> 00:42:35,242 Yeah, it is cold in here. 802 00:42:35,276 --> 00:42:36,070 I'm cold too. 803 00:42:40,627 --> 00:42:43,975 Are you sure you don't want to change your mind? 804 00:42:44,009 --> 00:42:46,425 I can't stand watching you go through this. 805 00:42:46,460 --> 00:42:49,808 Mom, you beat cancer. 806 00:42:49,843 --> 00:42:54,813 Grandma beat cancer, and so did mum. 807 00:42:54,848 --> 00:42:57,057 It's a horrible hereditary track record. 808 00:42:57,091 --> 00:42:58,368 Yes. 809 00:42:58,403 --> 00:43:03,304 Yes, but I beat it with surgery, radiation, and chemo. 810 00:43:03,339 --> 00:43:05,168 Remember? 811 00:43:05,203 --> 00:43:06,825 Now I talked to Dr. Corsi-- 812 00:43:06,860 --> 00:43:08,758 How dare you? 813 00:43:08,793 --> 00:43:09,725 How could you do that? 814 00:43:12,866 --> 00:43:15,006 This is my baby. 815 00:43:15,040 --> 00:43:17,974 I don't want to lose you. 816 00:43:18,009 --> 00:43:20,045 I don't know what I'll do. 817 00:43:20,080 --> 00:43:21,668 You're still trying to run my life. 818 00:43:21,702 --> 00:43:25,085 I'm not trying to run anything. 819 00:43:25,119 --> 00:43:28,226 This is just like you. 820 00:43:28,260 --> 00:43:29,952 You were the same way when I was getting 821 00:43:29,986 --> 00:43:32,402 married at the Baptist church. 822 00:43:32,437 --> 00:43:33,196 Erica! 823 00:43:33,231 --> 00:43:34,439 Please leave, mom. 824 00:43:34,473 --> 00:43:35,302 Erica. 825 00:43:35,336 --> 00:43:36,406 Please leave. 826 00:43:36,441 --> 00:43:37,856 I don't want to talk about this. - Erica-- 827 00:43:37,891 --> 00:43:38,685 Just go! 828 00:43:55,494 --> 00:43:57,186 Hey, what's wrong? 829 00:43:57,220 --> 00:43:58,843 I don't want to talk about it. 830 00:43:58,877 --> 00:43:59,671 Why? 831 00:44:02,432 --> 00:44:06,920 I suggested Erica reconsider having this baby. 832 00:44:06,954 --> 00:44:09,232 You said what? 833 00:44:09,267 --> 00:44:16,481 I suggested Erica abort and get the radiation. 834 00:44:16,515 --> 00:44:19,484 Diane, we've got to support her. 835 00:44:19,518 --> 00:44:21,486 I know! 836 00:44:21,520 --> 00:44:24,006 But this is killing me watching this. 837 00:44:24,040 --> 00:44:25,007 Come here. 838 00:44:25,041 --> 00:44:25,835 Oh, honey. 839 00:44:25,870 --> 00:44:27,112 Watching this is just-- 840 00:44:31,565 --> 00:44:35,880 You have to stop and think how Erica feels. 841 00:44:35,914 --> 00:44:37,640 I can't. 842 00:44:37,675 --> 00:44:41,955 I just don't understand how and why she's doing this. 843 00:44:41,989 --> 00:44:45,441 Remember, she's fighting for her daughter's life 844 00:44:45,475 --> 00:44:48,686 too, just like you, babe. 845 00:44:48,720 --> 00:44:51,585 Just like you. 846 00:44:51,619 --> 00:44:56,728 Dear Lord, help us. 847 00:44:56,763 --> 00:44:59,317 So how are you doing? 848 00:45:02,838 --> 00:45:06,151 This thing has taken a terrible turn. 849 00:45:08,913 --> 00:45:10,742 I need more than scripture. 850 00:45:10,777 --> 00:45:14,677 Pastor, I keep praying. 851 00:45:14,712 --> 00:45:15,782 And it just seems useless. 852 00:45:18,819 --> 00:45:22,305 I mean, the possibility that she might not make it, 853 00:45:22,340 --> 00:45:29,312 the bills, taking care of two kids, 854 00:45:29,347 --> 00:45:32,039 I don't know if I can do it. 855 00:45:32,074 --> 00:45:36,975 Look, Josh, I'm here for all the spiritual needs you 856 00:45:37,010 --> 00:45:41,324 have, but I'm not a counselor. 857 00:45:41,359 --> 00:45:43,085 Have you thought about seeing one? 858 00:45:47,917 --> 00:45:51,921 Erica's been trying to get me to go to one. 859 00:45:51,956 --> 00:45:53,612 And? 860 00:45:53,647 --> 00:45:56,236 And I think it's ridiculous. 861 00:45:56,270 --> 00:45:59,204 Me sitting around, spilling my guts to a total stranger 862 00:45:59,239 --> 00:46:00,033 that I'm paying? 863 00:46:02,725 --> 00:46:05,486 You're in the worst crisis of my life. 864 00:46:05,521 --> 00:46:10,698 Please think about it. 865 00:46:10,733 --> 00:46:13,184 She's excellent. 866 00:46:13,218 --> 00:46:16,014 She's also a parishioner. 867 00:46:16,049 --> 00:46:17,188 I think she can help. 868 00:46:34,515 --> 00:46:36,069 Come on, mom. 869 00:46:36,103 --> 00:46:37,553 I just want you to know how much I 870 00:46:37,587 --> 00:46:40,073 love and miss you, Cadey Bear. 871 00:46:40,107 --> 00:46:42,489 Sleep OK? 872 00:46:42,523 --> 00:46:45,699 No, this sucks. 873 00:46:45,733 --> 00:46:47,666 You need to ask the doctor for something. 874 00:46:47,701 --> 00:46:49,047 I know. 875 00:46:49,082 --> 00:46:50,221 And I saw him earlier. 876 00:46:50,255 --> 00:46:52,085 Just I forgot. 877 00:46:52,119 --> 00:46:53,845 I can't always be there for you. 878 00:47:01,301 --> 00:47:02,095 I can't. 879 00:47:09,067 --> 00:47:12,277 Resi, how was breakfast? 880 00:47:12,312 --> 00:47:14,624 Once you've had one hospital's scrambled eggs, 881 00:47:14,659 --> 00:47:15,936 you've had them all. 882 00:47:15,971 --> 00:47:18,697 What did they taste like? 883 00:47:18,732 --> 00:47:22,494 Suffer, cardboard, and loneliness. 884 00:47:22,529 --> 00:47:24,220 Yes. 885 00:47:24,255 --> 00:47:25,843 Nailed it. 886 00:47:25,877 --> 00:47:26,636 Morning, folks. 887 00:47:26,671 --> 00:47:27,430 The name's Ernie. 888 00:47:27,465 --> 00:47:28,811 I'm your housekeeper. 889 00:47:28,846 --> 00:47:32,125 So if y'all need anything-- and I mean anything at all-- 890 00:47:32,159 --> 00:47:35,576 please don't hesitate to call. 891 00:47:35,611 --> 00:47:38,165 Will do. 892 00:47:38,200 --> 00:47:40,478 My man. 893 00:47:40,512 --> 00:47:42,273 Oh, thank you, Ernie. 894 00:47:42,307 --> 00:47:43,274 All right. 895 00:47:43,308 --> 00:47:45,448 Well, he's quite entertaining. 896 00:47:45,483 --> 00:47:46,380 I like him. 897 00:47:55,079 --> 00:47:57,633 Excuse me, ma'am. 898 00:47:57,667 --> 00:48:00,808 Call me Diane, please. 899 00:48:00,843 --> 00:48:03,915 Ms. Diane, please don't worry about that room. 900 00:48:03,950 --> 00:48:07,712 I'll take extra special care of it and her. 901 00:48:07,746 --> 00:48:10,163 Thank you, Ernie. 902 00:48:10,197 --> 00:48:11,681 Thank you. 903 00:48:13,442 --> 00:48:15,582 I knew then how much mom 904 00:48:15,616 --> 00:48:17,446 and I really needed each other. 905 00:48:28,388 --> 00:48:30,148 Voila! 906 00:48:30,183 --> 00:48:32,116 OK, now that's impressive. 907 00:48:32,150 --> 00:48:33,151 Come on. 908 00:48:33,186 --> 00:48:34,463 Thank you. 909 00:48:34,497 --> 00:48:38,260 Oh, thank you, but that's way too pretty to get dirty. 910 00:48:38,294 --> 00:48:39,364 Oh, nonsense. 911 00:48:39,399 --> 00:48:41,366 There's plenty more where that came from. 912 00:48:41,401 --> 00:48:43,334 Can I get you anything else? 913 00:48:43,368 --> 00:48:44,611 Maybe. 914 00:48:44,645 --> 00:48:46,026 Don't be shy now. 915 00:48:46,061 --> 00:48:49,478 Do you think you can make me a Cadey Bear towel like that? 916 00:48:49,512 --> 00:48:50,893 I can certainly try. 917 00:48:50,928 --> 00:48:51,687 Really? 918 00:48:51,721 --> 00:48:53,240 Oh, no problem. 919 00:48:53,275 --> 00:48:54,828 Would you like any water or anything? 920 00:48:54,862 --> 00:48:55,725 No, no. Just that. 921 00:48:55,760 --> 00:48:56,864 That'd be awesome. 922 00:48:56,899 --> 00:48:58,487 All right, call if you need anything. 923 00:49:05,632 --> 00:49:08,566 Dear God, I know you've got this, 924 00:49:08,600 --> 00:49:11,707 but I'm not real sure I do. 925 00:49:11,741 --> 00:49:13,640 Please give me the strength to endure. 926 00:49:13,674 --> 00:49:14,468 Amen. 927 00:49:21,199 --> 00:49:22,856 What a beautiful day. 928 00:49:22,890 --> 00:49:24,789 85 degrees today. 929 00:49:24,823 --> 00:49:25,893 Can you believe that? 930 00:49:25,928 --> 00:49:28,758 Oh, it's so nice out. 931 00:49:28,793 --> 00:49:30,657 How did you sleep? 932 00:49:30,691 --> 00:49:33,901 Josh, I'm so uncomfortable. 933 00:49:33,936 --> 00:49:35,765 I just want to go home. 934 00:49:35,800 --> 00:49:38,251 Can you take me home, please? 935 00:49:38,285 --> 00:49:41,357 Please don't make this harder on me than it already is. 936 00:49:41,392 --> 00:49:47,501 You know I hate to see you like this and in a place like this. 937 00:49:47,536 --> 00:49:51,505 Maybe I'm making the wrong decision. 938 00:49:51,540 --> 00:49:56,924 You made your choice, and I'm on board. 939 00:49:56,959 --> 00:49:59,927 I told you I was going to need to hear that again. 940 00:49:59,962 --> 00:50:02,378 Sorry, it's a moment of my weakness, 941 00:50:02,413 --> 00:50:08,212 but I know I'm making the right decision 100%. 942 00:50:08,246 --> 00:50:11,146 You don't have a weak bone in your body. 943 00:50:14,045 --> 00:50:15,978 Imagine what I could accomplish with just 944 00:50:16,013 --> 00:50:17,980 an ounce of your strength. 945 00:50:18,015 --> 00:50:19,154 Keeping the kitchen clean? 946 00:50:38,621 --> 00:50:40,037 Heading to break, ladies. 947 00:50:40,071 --> 00:50:44,110 If y'all need anything, speak now or forever hold your pee. 948 00:50:44,144 --> 00:50:45,076 Clever, Ernie. 949 00:50:45,111 --> 00:50:46,526 Very clever. 950 00:50:46,560 --> 00:50:48,010 Don't look so surprised. 951 00:50:48,045 --> 00:50:49,460 I'm a man of many talents. 952 00:50:49,494 --> 00:50:51,186 My wit being one of them. 953 00:50:51,220 --> 00:50:54,844 Well, speaking of your talents, our girl in 502 954 00:50:54,879 --> 00:50:58,331 loves your animal folding skills with the napkins. 955 00:50:58,365 --> 00:51:00,264 She talks about those every day. 956 00:51:00,298 --> 00:51:01,058 Thanks. 957 00:51:01,092 --> 00:51:02,542 I needed that today. 958 00:51:02,576 --> 00:51:03,922 Y'all ladies have a good one. 959 00:51:03,957 --> 00:51:04,751 You too. 960 00:51:20,836 --> 00:51:22,009 I'm sorry. 961 00:51:22,044 --> 00:51:23,218 I have a busy day at work. 962 00:51:23,252 --> 00:51:26,738 Why didn't you answer my calls? 963 00:51:26,773 --> 00:51:28,154 Can you ever forgive me? 964 00:51:28,188 --> 00:51:31,018 Well, hello to you too. 965 00:51:31,053 --> 00:51:32,986 I just can't let you do this without speaking 966 00:51:33,020 --> 00:51:34,850 my piece, that's all. 967 00:51:34,884 --> 00:51:37,646 Why do you always have to try to undermine me? 968 00:51:37,680 --> 00:51:40,649 Mom, I'm a grown woman. 969 00:51:40,683 --> 00:51:42,064 And I make my own decisions. 970 00:51:42,099 --> 00:51:49,830 Because every time I look at you, I can't help it. 971 00:51:49,865 --> 00:51:52,971 No matter how hard I try, I still 972 00:51:53,006 --> 00:51:58,149 see my little girl, the one who needed me to speak for her. 973 00:52:03,775 --> 00:52:06,675 But you didn't need me. 974 00:52:06,709 --> 00:52:08,573 You never needed me. 975 00:52:08,608 --> 00:52:09,402 That's the truth. 976 00:52:12,198 --> 00:52:22,311 Always so independent and strong and comforting. 977 00:52:24,969 --> 00:52:29,076 I remember what you told me when I was diagnosed-- 978 00:52:29,111 --> 00:52:30,319 God's got this. 979 00:52:30,354 --> 00:52:33,702 And I wish I could feel the same, but I just can't. 980 00:52:33,736 --> 00:52:35,221 This is killing me, Erica. 981 00:52:35,255 --> 00:52:43,332 Mom, I always need you. 982 00:52:43,367 --> 00:52:46,439 But this is my baby. 983 00:52:46,473 --> 00:52:49,718 And that's what matters. 984 00:52:49,752 --> 00:52:51,375 She'll be fine. 985 00:52:51,409 --> 00:52:52,479 But what about you? 986 00:53:00,522 --> 00:53:01,316 OK. 987 00:53:04,422 --> 00:53:07,253 I guess we'll just agree to disagree then. 988 00:53:10,911 --> 00:53:12,050 I love you. 989 00:53:16,676 --> 00:53:21,267 So, what did you do today? 990 00:53:21,301 --> 00:53:22,337 Usual. 991 00:53:22,371 --> 00:53:24,373 I went backpacking through Europe 992 00:53:24,408 --> 00:53:26,617 and going to Belgium and Germany. 993 00:53:26,651 --> 00:53:28,757 I made a stop in Switzerland. 994 00:53:28,791 --> 00:53:29,896 Good places for chocolate. 995 00:53:29,930 --> 00:53:31,104 Oh, the best of chocolates. 996 00:53:31,138 --> 00:53:33,106 I got to read my Bible. 997 00:53:33,140 --> 00:53:36,558 It didn't go great with the Bible, sweets and all. 998 00:53:39,906 --> 00:53:42,702 I would really enjoy some chocolate. 999 00:53:42,736 --> 00:53:45,152 And I want more chocolate for you. 1000 00:53:57,130 --> 00:54:03,757 Heavenly father, we ask that you touch and heal Erica. 1001 00:54:03,792 --> 00:54:08,245 And we pray in our loving savior's name, Jesus Christ. 1002 00:54:08,279 --> 00:54:09,211 Amen. 1003 00:54:09,246 --> 00:54:10,005 Amen. 1004 00:54:19,394 --> 00:54:20,360 All right, good day. 1005 00:54:20,395 --> 00:54:21,188 Thank you. 1006 00:54:23,743 --> 00:54:24,537 How's it going? 1007 00:54:24,571 --> 00:54:25,331 All right. 1008 00:54:25,365 --> 00:54:26,987 Yourself? 1009 00:54:27,022 --> 00:54:32,130 So it's not perfect, but I tried. 1010 00:54:32,165 --> 00:54:33,615 I borrowed your son's picture. 1011 00:54:33,649 --> 00:54:34,512 I hope you don't mind. 1012 00:54:37,515 --> 00:54:38,275 Oh my gosh. 1013 00:54:40,932 --> 00:54:46,144 Oh, wow, Ernie, this is-- 1014 00:54:46,179 --> 00:54:48,802 I couldn't have asked for anything more perfect than this. 1015 00:54:48,837 --> 00:54:50,425 Thank you. 1016 00:54:50,459 --> 00:54:51,633 So I did good? 1017 00:54:51,667 --> 00:54:53,842 Yes, thank you. 1018 00:54:53,876 --> 00:54:55,119 This is awesome. 1019 00:54:55,153 --> 00:54:56,293 You did better than good. 1020 00:54:56,327 --> 00:54:57,880 This is fantastic. 1021 00:54:57,915 --> 00:54:58,709 You're welcome. 1022 00:54:58,743 --> 00:55:00,124 Ready for your last treatment? 1023 00:55:00,158 --> 00:55:01,298 Oh, hey, Ernie, how are you? 1024 00:55:01,332 --> 00:55:02,091 All right. 1025 00:55:02,126 --> 00:55:03,369 Yourself? 1026 00:55:03,403 --> 00:55:04,818 That's amazing. 1027 00:55:04,853 --> 00:55:06,441 Oh, who did that? 1028 00:55:06,475 --> 00:55:09,789 The fantastic and talented Ernie. 1029 00:55:09,823 --> 00:55:11,169 Stop it. 1030 00:55:11,204 --> 00:55:13,275 It was nothing, really. 1031 00:55:13,310 --> 00:55:15,381 Ernie, this is incredible. 1032 00:55:15,415 --> 00:55:17,141 You're so talented. 1033 00:55:17,175 --> 00:55:17,935 Thank you. 1034 00:55:17,969 --> 00:55:18,763 Wow. 1035 00:55:18,798 --> 00:55:21,041 Y'all have a good one. 1036 00:55:21,076 --> 00:55:23,423 He is the sweetest. 1037 00:55:23,458 --> 00:55:24,251 Wow. 1038 00:55:27,669 --> 00:55:30,016 Should I go get the nurse? 1039 00:55:30,050 --> 00:55:31,086 Take me to her. 1040 00:55:31,120 --> 00:55:32,398 Do you think we can bring Cadey Bear? 1041 00:55:32,432 --> 00:55:35,539 I think you can do whatever you want. 1042 00:55:35,573 --> 00:55:37,057 I love this. 1043 00:55:37,092 --> 00:55:39,508 It's amazing. 1044 00:55:39,543 --> 00:55:40,337 I love this. 1045 00:56:03,049 --> 00:56:05,672 Erica Shea, what a happy day. 1046 00:56:05,707 --> 00:56:07,018 Oh, that rhymes. 1047 00:56:07,053 --> 00:56:07,881 You just noticed? 1048 00:56:16,165 --> 00:56:16,925 You good? 1049 00:56:16,959 --> 00:56:17,753 Mm-hmm. 1050 00:56:27,936 --> 00:56:29,593 You just finished your last treatment. 1051 00:56:29,627 --> 00:56:31,802 Can you tell the live studio audience, 1052 00:56:31,836 --> 00:56:34,011 how do you plan on celebrating? 1053 00:56:34,045 --> 00:56:36,393 Well, Sher, I plan on going shopping. 1054 00:56:36,427 --> 00:56:37,739 Shopping? 1055 00:56:37,773 --> 00:56:38,878 Where? 1056 00:56:38,912 --> 00:56:41,121 I'll take gift shop behind door number 2. 1057 00:56:41,156 --> 00:56:43,779 Done. 1058 00:56:43,814 --> 00:56:46,472 Oh, I guess I have to ask the mean one first, don't I? 1059 00:56:50,096 --> 00:56:50,924 Thank you. 1060 00:56:53,893 --> 00:56:54,825 Bottoms up. 1061 00:57:01,452 --> 00:57:03,143 Do you think she heard me? 1062 00:57:03,178 --> 00:57:04,144 100%. 1063 00:57:04,179 --> 00:57:04,973 Oh, no. 1064 00:57:15,224 --> 00:57:16,640 Oh, Sher, look at this angel. 1065 00:57:16,674 --> 00:57:19,505 Oh. 1066 00:57:19,539 --> 00:57:20,782 Let's keep looking, though. 1067 00:57:20,816 --> 00:57:22,162 I know you'll find something else. 1068 00:57:22,197 --> 00:57:23,336 We just got here. 1069 00:57:23,370 --> 00:57:24,164 All right. 1070 00:57:27,029 --> 00:57:31,171 Oh, what do we have here? 1071 00:57:31,206 --> 00:57:33,933 Sher, look at it. 1072 00:57:33,967 --> 00:57:34,830 The bracelet? 1073 00:57:34,865 --> 00:57:35,762 Yeah. 1074 00:57:35,797 --> 00:57:37,108 Do you want to try it on? 1075 00:57:37,143 --> 00:57:38,213 Hi, miss. 1076 00:57:38,247 --> 00:57:39,628 Can we try on the bracelet in the front? 1077 00:57:44,633 --> 00:57:45,841 Thank you. 1078 00:57:45,876 --> 00:57:47,947 Wow, I love it. 1079 00:57:57,094 --> 00:57:58,716 This is so cool. 1080 00:57:58,751 --> 00:58:01,374 It looks really good on you. 1081 00:58:01,408 --> 00:58:03,134 Aw. 1082 00:58:03,169 --> 00:58:04,135 Get out of the way. 1083 00:58:04,170 --> 00:58:05,274 I need to take care of her. 1084 00:58:05,309 --> 00:58:06,379 What's happening to her? 1085 00:58:06,413 --> 00:58:07,380 It hurts my leg. 1086 00:58:07,414 --> 00:58:08,830 There's something wrong with my leg. 1087 00:58:08,864 --> 00:58:09,831 Deep breath. You're going to do deep breath. 1088 00:58:09,865 --> 00:58:10,832 You're going to be OK. 1089 00:58:10,866 --> 00:58:12,627 If I had to guess, maybe-- 1090 00:58:23,085 --> 00:58:28,366 Yeah, well, my femur fractured yesterday from the cancer, 1091 00:58:28,401 --> 00:58:33,613 so I'm bedridden until my C-section. 1092 00:58:33,648 --> 00:58:34,787 Oh my gosh. 1093 00:58:34,821 --> 00:58:39,032 I can't even imagine how painful that was. 1094 00:58:39,067 --> 00:58:40,413 What can I do? 1095 00:58:40,447 --> 00:58:43,243 Can you pray with me? 1096 00:58:43,278 --> 00:58:48,110 I'm feeling so weak, and I'm scared. 1097 00:58:48,145 --> 00:58:49,940 So is Josh. 1098 00:58:49,974 --> 00:58:50,768 Yeah. 1099 00:58:50,803 --> 00:58:52,598 I mean, of course. 1100 00:58:52,632 --> 00:58:54,565 Let's pray right now. 1101 00:58:54,600 --> 00:58:58,120 But first, Erica, I just want you to know you, 1102 00:58:58,155 --> 00:59:03,850 you may feel weak right now, but your soul is so strong. 1103 00:59:03,885 --> 00:59:06,888 I mean, that's what I think of when I think of you. 1104 00:59:06,922 --> 00:59:12,203 I think of strength, of faith, of courage. 1105 00:59:12,238 --> 00:59:15,137 That's what we all see. 1106 00:59:15,172 --> 00:59:19,038 My faith strengthened because of you. 1107 00:59:35,710 --> 00:59:38,436 I love it. 1108 00:59:38,471 --> 00:59:41,060 Me too. 1109 00:59:41,094 --> 00:59:43,994 I can't believe I fractured my leg. 1110 00:59:44,028 --> 00:59:45,754 I didn't even do anything. 1111 00:59:45,789 --> 00:59:50,725 Just look at all that your body's been through. 1112 00:59:50,759 --> 00:59:53,037 My treatment was child's play compared to yours. 1113 00:59:53,072 --> 00:59:55,108 And I barely survived it. 1114 00:59:55,143 --> 00:59:56,593 You made survival look good. 1115 00:59:59,665 --> 01:00:02,322 Mom, are you OK? 1116 01:00:02,357 --> 01:00:04,566 Yeah, I'm OK. 1117 01:00:04,601 --> 01:00:06,706 I just hurt my leg, is all. 1118 01:00:06,741 --> 01:00:08,708 A little bit of pain, but I'm fine. 1119 01:00:08,743 --> 01:00:11,435 Mom, I want to stay here with you. 1120 01:00:11,469 --> 01:00:12,367 I know. 1121 01:00:12,401 --> 01:00:15,646 But listen here, little Cadey Bear. 1122 01:00:15,681 --> 01:00:21,376 You have to go to school and practice and everything. 1123 01:00:21,410 --> 01:00:22,342 But I don't care. 1124 01:00:22,377 --> 01:00:23,585 I want to stay here with you. 1125 01:00:23,620 --> 01:00:24,828 No. 1126 01:00:24,862 --> 01:00:29,487 If you want to help, you can help by going to school 1127 01:00:29,522 --> 01:00:31,593 and help your dad at home. 1128 01:00:31,628 --> 01:00:32,629 Come here, Cade. 1129 01:00:38,013 --> 01:00:38,911 Thank you. 1130 01:00:56,756 --> 01:00:58,689 Any requests? 1131 01:00:58,724 --> 01:01:00,898 I could use a pick-me-up. 1132 01:01:00,933 --> 01:01:02,072 I know just the one. 1133 01:01:20,469 --> 01:01:23,438 Why do you build me up 1134 01:01:23,472 --> 01:01:24,232 Build me up 1135 01:01:24,266 --> 01:01:25,682 Buttercup, baby 1136 01:01:25,716 --> 01:01:26,890 Just to let me down 1137 01:01:26,924 --> 01:01:27,684 Let me down 1138 01:01:27,718 --> 01:01:29,168 And mess me around 1139 01:01:29,202 --> 01:01:30,445 And then worst of all 1140 01:01:30,479 --> 01:01:31,618 Worst of all 1141 01:01:31,653 --> 01:01:33,931 You never call, baby, when you say you will 1142 01:01:33,966 --> 01:01:34,725 Say you will 1143 01:01:34,760 --> 01:01:36,106 But I love you still 1144 01:01:36,140 --> 01:01:37,038 I need you 1145 01:01:37,072 --> 01:01:37,866 I need you 1146 01:01:37,901 --> 01:01:40,248 More than anyone, darling 1147 01:01:40,282 --> 01:01:43,734 You know that I have from the start 1148 01:01:43,769 --> 01:01:44,804 So build me up 1149 01:01:44,839 --> 01:01:45,598 Build me up 1150 01:01:45,632 --> 01:01:46,461 Buttercup 1151 01:01:46,495 --> 01:01:47,255 Don't break-- 1152 01:01:47,289 --> 01:01:49,809 How unprofessional. 1153 01:01:49,844 --> 01:01:52,743 It's too loud. 1154 01:01:52,778 --> 01:01:54,193 Seriously, Ernie? 1155 01:02:01,476 --> 01:02:04,306 One more time. 1156 01:02:04,341 --> 01:02:06,723 Yeah! 1157 01:02:06,757 --> 01:02:08,897 Why do you build me up 1158 01:02:08,932 --> 01:02:11,348 Build me up 1159 01:02:11,382 --> 01:02:16,767 Dear Lord, OK, you tell me not to worry 1160 01:02:16,802 --> 01:02:18,217 and to give it all to you. 1161 01:02:21,013 --> 01:02:21,841 So here's my list. 1162 01:02:29,711 --> 01:02:37,098 First, help me place my total trust, at least in you, 1163 01:02:37,132 --> 01:02:38,824 through prayer and supplication. 1164 01:02:47,694 --> 01:02:50,076 Hey. 1165 01:02:50,111 --> 01:02:53,286 Here we go. 1166 01:02:53,321 --> 01:02:54,667 Do you need something? 1167 01:02:54,701 --> 01:02:57,325 Yeah, I need you to go home and get some real rest. 1168 01:03:03,918 --> 01:03:06,058 OK. 1169 01:03:06,092 --> 01:03:08,750 I'll go. 1170 01:03:08,785 --> 01:03:14,583 Oh, please call me if you need anything. 1171 01:03:14,618 --> 01:03:15,412 OK. 1172 01:03:22,937 --> 01:03:26,078 Dear Lord, please help Josh talk about his feelings. 1173 01:03:29,426 --> 01:03:30,876 I just need a little direction 1174 01:03:30,910 --> 01:03:35,604 here, help navigating all this. 1175 01:03:35,639 --> 01:03:38,538 Can you explain a little? 1176 01:03:38,573 --> 01:03:41,127 I don't even know where to start. 1177 01:03:41,162 --> 01:03:44,510 I have a terminally ill wife, a six-year-old 1178 01:03:44,544 --> 01:03:46,961 at home, a new baby on the way. 1179 01:03:46,995 --> 01:03:49,308 Not to mention, all the medical bills that are coming in. 1180 01:03:52,207 --> 01:03:54,554 I'm very sorry. 1181 01:03:54,589 --> 01:03:56,971 I can help you with the personal issues. 1182 01:03:57,005 --> 01:03:59,905 And our financial advisors can help with the bills. 1183 01:03:59,939 --> 01:04:02,459 So what's next? 1184 01:04:02,493 --> 01:04:05,220 Yeah, I'm a little new to all this. 1185 01:04:05,255 --> 01:04:11,157 Well, you can start by telling me your name. 1186 01:04:11,192 --> 01:04:12,641 Sorry. 1187 01:04:12,676 --> 01:04:14,333 It's Josh. 1188 01:04:14,367 --> 01:04:15,161 Susan. 1189 01:04:17,784 --> 01:04:20,718 How are you feeling? 1190 01:04:20,753 --> 01:04:23,790 My only regret is I wasn't more devoted sooner. 1191 01:04:23,825 --> 01:04:25,068 What do you mean? 1192 01:04:25,102 --> 01:04:30,245 I mean, this cancer, it's brought me closer to God. 1193 01:04:30,280 --> 01:04:32,938 They say tough times definitely strengthen our faith. 1194 01:04:32,972 --> 01:04:35,630 And while we're opening up, do you mind 1195 01:04:35,664 --> 01:04:37,011 if I share something with you? 1196 01:04:37,045 --> 01:04:37,839 Of course. 1197 01:04:40,877 --> 01:04:47,159 I feel completely overwhelmed going from zero to three kids 1198 01:04:47,193 --> 01:04:49,920 overnight. 1199 01:04:49,955 --> 01:04:52,578 I haven't even made it as a musician yet, I just-- 1200 01:04:52,612 --> 01:04:54,994 I feel so unprepared. 1201 01:04:55,029 --> 01:04:57,238 There, I said it. 1202 01:04:57,272 --> 01:04:59,274 Well, congratulations, little bro. 1203 01:04:59,309 --> 01:05:00,724 It's the same way I felt with Cade. 1204 01:05:00,758 --> 01:05:01,518 What? 1205 01:05:01,552 --> 01:05:03,382 Really? 1206 01:05:03,416 --> 01:05:04,797 What did you do? 1207 01:05:04,831 --> 01:05:06,523 Well, some things, you learn as you go. 1208 01:05:06,557 --> 01:05:11,148 And besides, God will never give you more than you can handle. 1209 01:05:11,183 --> 01:05:14,013 Well, I certainly feel as though he's 1210 01:05:14,048 --> 01:05:18,293 given us a lot more than we thought we could ever handle. 1211 01:05:18,328 --> 01:05:20,640 I guess I just hope I'm a good dad. 1212 01:05:20,675 --> 01:05:22,263 You will be. 1213 01:05:22,297 --> 01:05:23,367 How do you know? 1214 01:05:23,402 --> 01:05:25,162 I don't, but God does. 1215 01:05:30,443 --> 01:05:32,859 Can I play a song for you? 1216 01:05:32,894 --> 01:05:34,585 Can you play my favorite on your album? 1217 01:05:54,881 --> 01:05:55,952 Thanks, Sher. 1218 01:05:55,986 --> 01:05:57,988 I really appreciate you doing this for us. 1219 01:05:58,023 --> 01:06:00,335 Well, you really have to thank my cousin. 1220 01:06:00,370 --> 01:06:01,164 Melissa. 1221 01:06:01,198 --> 01:06:03,028 It was all her doing. 1222 01:06:03,062 --> 01:06:06,065 Well, do me a favor and thank her when you get a chance. 1223 01:06:06,100 --> 01:06:07,964 Let her know I'll be in to get a haircut soon. 1224 01:06:11,139 --> 01:06:13,348 You're welcome, Erica. 1225 01:06:13,383 --> 01:06:15,592 Well, maybe not for a while. 1226 01:06:38,063 --> 01:06:39,961 Thank you all so much for coming. 1227 01:06:39,996 --> 01:06:41,549 Here's the family to say a few words. 1228 01:06:44,690 --> 01:06:47,003 Well, first of all, thank you so much, Melissa, 1229 01:06:47,037 --> 01:06:48,797 for coordinating this whole day. 1230 01:06:48,832 --> 01:06:50,937 It's been absolutely wonderful. 1231 01:06:50,972 --> 01:06:52,353 Get over here. 1232 01:06:52,387 --> 01:06:54,286 On behalf of the whole entire family, 1233 01:06:54,320 --> 01:06:59,532 and especially Erica and Josh, I just want to say thank you. 1234 01:06:59,567 --> 01:07:02,708 We all feel so incredibly loved and supported. 1235 01:07:02,742 --> 01:07:04,606 And I have some really exciting news. 1236 01:07:04,641 --> 01:07:07,161 We raised $41,000. 1237 01:07:11,372 --> 01:07:12,856 We couldn't have done it without you guys. 1238 01:07:12,890 --> 01:07:16,101 Thank you so much. 1239 01:07:16,135 --> 01:07:18,724 I don't know what else I could possibly say 1240 01:07:18,758 --> 01:07:20,105 that hasn't been said already. 1241 01:07:20,139 --> 01:07:24,868 I just want to reiterate, thank you, thank you, thank you. 1242 01:07:24,902 --> 01:07:27,043 I mean, that's just so wonderful. 1243 01:07:27,077 --> 01:07:28,734 And we couldn't have done it without you. 1244 01:07:28,768 --> 01:07:30,977 So thank you. 1245 01:07:31,012 --> 01:07:32,358 Thank you so much. 1246 01:07:32,393 --> 01:07:37,467 Thank you so much to us, to Erica, and to our whole family. 1247 01:07:54,587 --> 01:07:57,038 How's it going this week? 1248 01:07:57,073 --> 01:07:59,005 OK. 1249 01:07:59,040 --> 01:08:03,941 I talked to Erica about our financial concerns. 1250 01:08:03,976 --> 01:08:09,878 And Sher and her cousin Melissa raised reached 40k in one day. 1251 01:08:09,913 --> 01:08:12,674 I saw that on the news. 1252 01:08:12,709 --> 01:08:15,091 That is truly amazing. 1253 01:08:15,125 --> 01:08:18,128 I said we needed to attribute that to God. 1254 01:08:18,163 --> 01:08:20,234 That's a good thing. 1255 01:08:20,268 --> 01:08:22,236 What about you? 1256 01:08:22,270 --> 01:08:24,514 What are your thoughts on that statement? 1257 01:08:24,548 --> 01:08:26,274 I believe in God. 1258 01:08:26,309 --> 01:08:29,174 I have faith. 1259 01:08:29,208 --> 01:08:31,210 I just don't understand the trials he puts 1260 01:08:31,245 --> 01:08:33,178 some people through, you know? 1261 01:08:33,212 --> 01:08:34,455 How do you mean? 1262 01:08:34,489 --> 01:08:36,974 I mean, how some people are dealt all the crap 1263 01:08:37,009 --> 01:08:39,011 in the world to deal with while other people just 1264 01:08:39,045 --> 01:08:40,254 stroll through life. 1265 01:08:40,288 --> 01:08:41,841 Nobody strolls through life. 1266 01:08:41,876 --> 01:08:43,360 Remember we talked about that? 1267 01:08:43,395 --> 01:08:45,845 They just don't talk about it, which 1268 01:08:45,880 --> 01:08:48,986 reminds me, last time we talked, you started telling me 1269 01:08:49,021 --> 01:08:49,849 about your childhood. 1270 01:08:49,884 --> 01:08:52,335 What do you want me to say? 1271 01:08:52,369 --> 01:08:54,026 My mom has a drinking problem? 1272 01:08:54,060 --> 01:08:55,959 My dad abandoned me when I was young? 1273 01:08:58,720 --> 01:08:59,894 I learned to deal with it. 1274 01:09:03,829 --> 01:09:04,623 Did you? 1275 01:09:09,662 --> 01:09:11,008 This is Dr. Jones, Dr. Pauley. 1276 01:09:11,043 --> 01:09:13,010 They're going to be assisting me. 1277 01:09:13,045 --> 01:09:16,221 We're here to discuss Erica's course for delivery. 1278 01:09:16,255 --> 01:09:19,638 Now, we've never had a case quite like Erica's before. 1279 01:09:19,672 --> 01:09:22,296 I can't believe how big you're getting. 1280 01:09:22,330 --> 01:09:23,987 Mom, I have a question. 1281 01:09:24,021 --> 01:09:25,264 What's up, Cadey Bear? 1282 01:09:25,299 --> 01:09:26,921 I was wondering if I could homeschool, 1283 01:09:26,955 --> 01:09:29,372 so I can spend more time with you. 1284 01:09:29,406 --> 01:09:32,789 Oh, Cade, I would love that. 1285 01:09:32,823 --> 01:09:35,378 I really would, but I'm just-- 1286 01:09:35,412 --> 01:09:37,138 I'm too sick right now. 1287 01:09:37,173 --> 01:09:40,072 The patient has stage IV inflammatory breast cancer. 1288 01:09:40,106 --> 01:09:43,109 She's one week away from delivery. 1289 01:09:43,144 --> 01:09:46,009 Her cancer has progressed into her scapula, shoulders, 1290 01:09:46,043 --> 01:09:48,943 ribs, hips, and spine. 1291 01:09:48,977 --> 01:09:53,430 However, we cannot promise you that she'll survive delivery. 1292 01:09:53,465 --> 01:09:57,054 Oh, mom, I can come here before dad's work. 1293 01:09:57,089 --> 01:09:58,711 You are so sweet. 1294 01:09:58,746 --> 01:10:01,162 And I love you so much. 1295 01:10:01,197 --> 01:10:04,786 But we got to wait until your sister and I come home. 1296 01:10:04,821 --> 01:10:09,066 And what about Erica's request for skin-to-skin contact? 1297 01:10:09,101 --> 01:10:10,930 I'll take care of that myself. 1298 01:10:10,965 --> 01:10:13,416 There'll be a pediatric and adult code team on standby just 1299 01:10:13,450 --> 01:10:17,074 in case there's an emergency. 1300 01:10:17,109 --> 01:10:19,456 Is there anything else we can do? 1301 01:10:19,491 --> 01:10:21,941 Have you filled out the advance directives? 1302 01:10:24,737 --> 01:10:26,152 Yes, we have. 1303 01:10:31,157 --> 01:10:33,229 Are you nervous? 1304 01:10:33,263 --> 01:10:34,609 No, mom. 1305 01:10:34,644 --> 01:10:38,095 I have done everything that I could to get to this point. 1306 01:10:38,130 --> 01:10:39,994 The rest is up to God. 1307 01:10:40,028 --> 01:10:42,065 I'm proud of you. 1308 01:10:42,099 --> 01:10:43,894 And I can't wait for you to deliver, 1309 01:10:43,929 --> 01:10:45,931 so you can get the radiation. 1310 01:10:45,965 --> 01:10:47,243 Me too, mom. 1311 01:10:47,277 --> 01:10:49,245 Me too. 1312 01:10:49,279 --> 01:10:51,557 You are going to get healed and make the Gloria 1313 01:10:51,592 --> 01:10:54,250 Gemma cancer walk with me. 1314 01:10:54,284 --> 01:10:56,838 That's definitely the way to look at it. 1315 01:10:56,873 --> 01:11:01,533 Little bird told me God's got this. 1316 01:11:01,567 --> 01:11:04,225 I'll see you later. 1317 01:11:04,260 --> 01:11:06,123 Get some rest. 1318 01:11:06,158 --> 01:11:07,435 I love you. 1319 01:11:07,470 --> 01:11:08,540 I love you too, mom. 1320 01:11:19,378 --> 01:11:20,448 You OK? 1321 01:11:20,483 --> 01:11:21,829 Yeah. 1322 01:11:21,863 --> 01:11:23,279 Could you do me a favor? 1323 01:11:23,313 --> 01:11:24,245 Yeah. 1324 01:11:24,280 --> 01:11:25,626 Dad, could you say a prayer for us? 1325 01:11:29,699 --> 01:11:30,803 Yeah. 1326 01:11:30,838 --> 01:11:34,290 Let's hold hands. 1327 01:11:34,324 --> 01:11:39,433 Dear God, we ask that you cover us with your love. 1328 01:11:39,467 --> 01:11:41,297 Strengthen our hearts. 1329 01:11:41,331 --> 01:11:44,645 And we pray that you protect our hearts and strengthen us. 1330 01:11:44,679 --> 01:11:49,477 Strengthen Erica through this delivery process. 1331 01:11:49,512 --> 01:11:53,688 And we pray, oh, God, that you deliver us from the situation 1332 01:11:53,723 --> 01:12:00,108 that we're in to the best way that you know how. 1333 01:12:00,143 --> 01:12:03,180 In Jesus's name, amen. 1334 01:12:06,977 --> 01:12:08,185 Good morning, everyone. 1335 01:12:08,220 --> 01:12:09,911 Hi. 1336 01:12:09,946 --> 01:12:10,878 Are you ready, hon? 1337 01:12:17,574 --> 01:12:18,575 Here we go. 1338 01:12:18,610 --> 01:12:19,369 Let's do this. 1339 01:12:28,965 --> 01:12:31,933 I was already nervous coming in, but you guys are-- 1340 01:12:31,968 --> 01:12:35,937 you all have that same sad, sad look on your faces. 1341 01:12:35,972 --> 01:12:37,145 You planned this, didn't you? 1342 01:12:44,532 --> 01:12:46,189 I know this is a serious situation, 1343 01:12:46,223 --> 01:12:48,812 but you guys don't have to be so serious. 1344 01:12:48,847 --> 01:12:50,227 Duly noted. 1345 01:12:50,262 --> 01:12:51,297 You're going to do great. 1346 01:13:15,045 --> 01:13:17,738 She's going to be fine. 1347 01:13:17,772 --> 01:13:19,843 I ended up in the ICU with Josh 1348 01:13:19,878 --> 01:13:23,606 by my side and the rest of them in the NICU. 1349 01:13:23,640 --> 01:13:25,918 The C-section took a heavy toll on her body. 1350 01:13:25,953 --> 01:13:27,264 She's having a late awakening, but 1351 01:13:27,299 --> 01:13:28,507 we're doing everything we can. 1352 01:13:28,542 --> 01:13:31,165 And she's on the way to ICU. 1353 01:13:31,199 --> 01:13:32,580 Can I see her? 1354 01:13:32,615 --> 01:13:34,996 It's going to be some time before she comes out of this. 1355 01:13:35,031 --> 01:13:37,102 So can we see her? 1356 01:13:37,136 --> 01:13:39,415 I mean, she's going to be OK, right? 1357 01:13:39,449 --> 01:13:41,347 Well, only time will tell. 1358 01:13:41,382 --> 01:13:43,660 But, Josh, you can go to the ICU. 1359 01:13:43,695 --> 01:13:47,561 But the rest of you just have to wait. 1360 01:13:47,595 --> 01:13:49,873 Anybody hungry? 1361 01:13:49,908 --> 01:13:52,566 I don't think anybody's eaten yet. 1362 01:13:52,600 --> 01:13:53,912 You guys go. 1363 01:13:53,946 --> 01:13:57,122 I'll wait for Josh and Erica. 1364 01:13:57,156 --> 01:13:59,918 Can we bring you anything? 1365 01:13:59,952 --> 01:14:01,057 Just a coffee. 1366 01:14:01,091 --> 01:14:02,334 OK. 1367 01:14:02,368 --> 01:14:03,197 Let's go, Ryan. 1368 01:14:14,933 --> 01:14:16,037 Excuse me. 1369 01:14:16,072 --> 01:14:18,454 You're here for Ella, right? 1370 01:14:18,488 --> 01:14:19,282 Yes. 1371 01:14:22,561 --> 01:14:23,700 I'm her grandmother. 1372 01:14:42,754 --> 01:14:43,548 Hi. 1373 01:14:43,582 --> 01:14:44,549 How are you? 1374 01:14:44,583 --> 01:14:45,964 I was so thankful 1375 01:14:45,998 --> 01:14:48,691 God planned for mom to be the first one to hold Ella. 1376 01:14:48,725 --> 01:14:52,073 Would you like to hold her? 1377 01:14:52,108 --> 01:14:55,421 Yes, I think so. 1378 01:14:57,769 --> 01:14:58,563 Yes. 1379 01:15:19,376 --> 01:15:20,170 It's OK. 1380 01:15:23,691 --> 01:15:27,799 I know mom's in ICU right now, but what are your plans? 1381 01:15:27,833 --> 01:15:30,664 Not sure. 1382 01:15:30,698 --> 01:15:32,079 I need Erica. 1383 01:15:46,611 --> 01:15:49,406 You can stay here tonight. 1384 01:15:49,441 --> 01:15:51,788 I don't know. 1385 01:15:51,823 --> 01:15:53,997 You don't have to decide right now. 1386 01:15:54,032 --> 01:15:55,620 Just enjoy your grandbaby. 1387 01:15:55,654 --> 01:15:56,759 She's beautiful. 1388 01:15:59,382 --> 01:16:00,521 She really is. 1389 01:16:11,187 --> 01:16:17,573 If you take my baby, how do you expect me to love this child? 1390 01:16:36,730 --> 01:16:37,593 Hi, Josh. 1391 01:16:42,632 --> 01:16:47,672 Oh, how do you feel? 1392 01:16:47,706 --> 01:16:49,294 OK. 1393 01:16:49,328 --> 01:16:51,054 How's Ella? 1394 01:16:51,089 --> 01:16:54,644 Beautiful, healthy. 1395 01:16:54,679 --> 01:16:56,059 I can't wait to see her. 1396 01:17:03,549 --> 01:17:05,482 I told you. 1397 01:17:05,517 --> 01:17:06,760 She is beautiful. 1398 01:17:14,284 --> 01:17:16,528 You remember any of it? 1399 01:17:16,562 --> 01:17:20,118 No, but I had the most beautiful dream. 1400 01:18:11,341 --> 01:18:13,205 Morning. 1401 01:18:13,240 --> 01:18:15,380 How are my two divas doing? 1402 01:18:15,414 --> 01:18:16,553 We're fantastic. 1403 01:18:19,867 --> 01:18:21,938 She's perfect. 1404 01:18:21,973 --> 01:18:24,044 What's her name? 1405 01:18:24,078 --> 01:18:28,013 Ellanore Giana, Ella for short. 1406 01:18:28,048 --> 01:18:32,466 Hey, Ella, meet Ernie, a man of many talents. 1407 01:18:32,500 --> 01:18:34,261 You're too kind. 1408 01:18:34,295 --> 01:18:36,297 Now, I get to take care of both of you. 1409 01:18:36,332 --> 01:18:38,127 Y'all need anything? 1410 01:18:38,161 --> 01:18:39,197 No, thank you. 1411 01:18:39,231 --> 01:18:40,785 All right, y'all have a good one. 1412 01:18:40,819 --> 01:18:42,579 Thank you. 1413 01:18:42,614 --> 01:18:43,373 Hey, Ernie. 1414 01:18:43,408 --> 01:18:44,685 Hey. 1415 01:18:44,720 --> 01:18:47,757 Hello, how's everyone feeling? 1416 01:18:47,792 --> 01:18:49,621 Relieved. 1417 01:18:49,655 --> 01:18:50,656 Here, doc, have a seat. 1418 01:18:50,691 --> 01:18:52,175 Oh, well, thank you. 1419 01:18:52,210 --> 01:18:53,832 You're always standing. 1420 01:18:53,867 --> 01:18:56,524 Yeah. 1421 01:18:56,559 --> 01:18:59,010 Wow, someone knows how to make an entrance. 1422 01:18:59,044 --> 01:19:01,633 My God, Erica, she is beautiful. 1423 01:19:01,667 --> 01:19:04,360 You did the right thing. 1424 01:19:04,394 --> 01:19:05,602 Thank you. 1425 01:19:05,637 --> 01:19:08,985 It wasn't easy, but the right things never are. 1426 01:19:09,020 --> 01:19:11,712 Would you mind getting a picture with you? 1427 01:19:11,747 --> 01:19:13,093 Oh, of course, sure. 1428 01:19:13,127 --> 01:19:14,059 Mom, can you? 1429 01:19:14,094 --> 01:19:14,888 Sure. 1430 01:19:18,063 --> 01:19:19,237 Do you want Ella? 1431 01:19:19,271 --> 01:19:20,065 Oh, of course. 1432 01:19:23,448 --> 01:19:29,143 Yo-yo, 1433 01:19:29,178 --> 01:19:33,182 All right, next steps. 1434 01:19:33,216 --> 01:19:35,632 I want to get scan of your bones. 1435 01:19:35,667 --> 01:19:37,738 I'm going to do a blood counts first thing tomorrow 1436 01:19:37,773 --> 01:19:38,912 morning, OK? 1437 01:19:38,946 --> 01:19:42,743 All right, enjoy the rest of the day. 1438 01:19:42,778 --> 01:19:43,537 Hey, doc. 1439 01:19:43,571 --> 01:19:44,469 Hmm? 1440 01:19:44,503 --> 01:19:45,608 Thank you. 1441 01:19:45,642 --> 01:19:48,991 Thank you so very much. 1442 01:19:49,025 --> 01:19:49,785 Thank you. 1443 01:19:53,616 --> 01:19:54,824 Anywhere you like. 1444 01:19:54,859 --> 01:19:55,652 OK. 1445 01:20:03,488 --> 01:20:08,217 So after the C-section, they sent her to the ICU. 1446 01:20:08,251 --> 01:20:10,184 She's doing good now, though. 1447 01:20:10,219 --> 01:20:12,048 How's Ella? 1448 01:20:12,083 --> 01:20:13,291 Beautiful. 1449 01:20:13,325 --> 01:20:15,293 She's just beautiful. 1450 01:20:15,327 --> 01:20:18,123 We have a daughter by the grace of God. 1451 01:20:18,158 --> 01:20:19,780 Yeah. 1452 01:20:19,815 --> 01:20:22,472 So what's next for Erica? 1453 01:20:22,507 --> 01:20:24,820 Well, that's where it gets complicated. 1454 01:20:24,854 --> 01:20:27,961 We don't know when they can do the radiation yet. 1455 01:20:27,995 --> 01:20:30,756 When we know about the radiation? 1456 01:20:30,791 --> 01:20:33,552 Tomorrow and the next day. 1457 01:20:33,587 --> 01:20:34,830 OK. 1458 01:20:34,864 --> 01:20:36,901 What about Cade? 1459 01:20:36,935 --> 01:20:39,282 How is he with all this? 1460 01:20:39,317 --> 01:20:42,907 He's happy to be a big brother. 1461 01:20:42,941 --> 01:20:45,564 But he's worried about his mom. 1462 01:20:45,599 --> 01:20:47,773 He keeps asking when they're going to come home. 1463 01:20:47,808 --> 01:20:50,121 I can see that from a seven-year-old. 1464 01:20:50,155 --> 01:20:52,088 He's curious. 1465 01:20:52,123 --> 01:20:53,849 We talked about this. 1466 01:20:53,883 --> 01:20:56,817 Take it day by day, right? 1467 01:20:56,852 --> 01:21:07,448 But what if the worst thing happens? 1468 01:21:07,483 --> 01:21:12,177 If it happens, deal with it when it happens. 1469 01:21:15,180 --> 01:21:16,009 Oh, right. 1470 01:21:18,735 --> 01:21:21,359 I'm so glad she's here. 1471 01:21:21,393 --> 01:21:23,326 Me, too. 1472 01:21:23,361 --> 01:21:26,157 You have no idea how scared I was. 1473 01:21:26,191 --> 01:21:28,159 Thank you. 1474 01:21:28,193 --> 01:21:29,574 For? 1475 01:21:29,608 --> 01:21:34,303 Everything-- taking care of the family, going to therapy. 1476 01:21:34,337 --> 01:21:38,410 Just thank you for everything that you do. 1477 01:21:38,445 --> 01:21:41,310 Well, we couldn't have done it without your parents. 1478 01:21:41,344 --> 01:21:42,656 I know. 1479 01:21:42,690 --> 01:21:46,487 But I'm still very proud of everything that you've done. 1480 01:21:46,522 --> 01:21:48,455 How's therapy? 1481 01:21:48,489 --> 01:21:50,319 It's good. 1482 01:21:50,353 --> 01:21:51,768 You'll like Susan. 1483 01:21:51,803 --> 01:21:53,667 She's nice. 1484 01:21:53,701 --> 01:21:54,495 That's good. 1485 01:22:03,228 --> 01:22:04,264 Good morning. 1486 01:22:04,298 --> 01:22:05,403 How you doing? 1487 01:22:05,437 --> 01:22:08,302 Good, all things considered. 1488 01:22:08,337 --> 01:22:09,717 What do you mean? 1489 01:22:09,752 --> 01:22:10,718 I mean, I'm good. 1490 01:22:10,753 --> 01:22:13,031 I'm just worried about my mom. 1491 01:22:13,066 --> 01:22:14,722 Why? 1492 01:22:14,757 --> 01:22:18,347 Look, after everything that we've been going through 1493 01:22:18,381 --> 01:22:20,901 after all of this, if I don't make it, 1494 01:22:20,936 --> 01:22:24,767 I really worry that she's going to blame God. 1495 01:22:24,801 --> 01:22:27,183 Can you blame her? 1496 01:22:27,218 --> 01:22:28,702 How could you really even say that? 1497 01:22:28,736 --> 01:22:32,292 You don't even believe God exists. 1498 01:22:32,326 --> 01:22:33,362 My apologies. 1499 01:22:33,396 --> 01:22:36,158 It's really none of my business. 1500 01:22:36,192 --> 01:22:38,091 Ernie, wait. 1501 01:22:38,125 --> 01:22:38,884 Please, look. 1502 01:22:38,919 --> 01:22:40,679 I'm sorry. 1503 01:22:40,714 --> 01:22:45,961 I have-- I really don't know what you have against God. 1504 01:22:45,995 --> 01:22:48,342 But every time I bring him up, you just walk away 1505 01:22:48,377 --> 01:22:49,481 or you go clean something. 1506 01:22:49,516 --> 01:22:50,793 What's with that? 1507 01:22:50,827 --> 01:22:51,967 What is this? 1508 01:22:52,001 --> 01:22:53,589 I'm not a believer. 1509 01:22:53,623 --> 01:22:54,935 Why? Why? 1510 01:22:54,970 --> 01:22:55,936 Just give me something. 1511 01:22:55,971 --> 01:22:57,800 Help me to understand. 1512 01:22:57,834 --> 01:23:00,113 You promise not to try and change my mind after. 1513 01:23:00,147 --> 01:23:03,495 It's not my intention. 1514 01:23:03,530 --> 01:23:06,947 15 years ago, my little brother Lamont was 1515 01:23:06,982 --> 01:23:09,363 an All-Star basketball player. 1516 01:23:09,398 --> 01:23:12,125 He held the record for most points scored in a single game 1517 01:23:12,159 --> 01:23:13,574 at Central. 1518 01:23:13,609 --> 01:23:16,094 He had all the top scouts after him. 1519 01:23:16,129 --> 01:23:20,236 He even had a full-ride scholarship before graduating. 1520 01:23:20,271 --> 01:23:22,066 He was about to live his dreams. 1521 01:23:22,100 --> 01:23:24,447 He was on his way. 1522 01:23:24,482 --> 01:23:26,380 That's awesome. 1523 01:23:26,415 --> 01:23:27,312 I thought so. 1524 01:23:27,347 --> 01:23:29,728 I mean, we thought so. 1525 01:23:29,763 --> 01:23:32,145 I prayed for his success every day, 1526 01:23:32,179 --> 01:23:35,182 thinking that putting my faith in a supreme being 1527 01:23:35,217 --> 01:23:36,839 would be the right thing to do. 1528 01:23:36,873 --> 01:23:38,461 I could see that. 1529 01:23:38,496 --> 01:23:41,533 Two months later, in the middle of a game, 1530 01:23:41,568 --> 01:23:43,432 Lamont hit a 3-pointer. 1531 01:23:43,466 --> 01:23:45,468 Boom. 1532 01:23:45,503 --> 01:23:48,471 He's running up the court to play defense. 1533 01:23:48,506 --> 01:23:53,545 All of a sudden, out of nowhere, he just collapsed. 1534 01:23:53,580 --> 01:23:55,685 Coaches and staff went over. 1535 01:23:55,720 --> 01:23:58,136 And before you know it, the paramedics come 1536 01:23:58,171 --> 01:24:00,242 to rush him to the hospital. 1537 01:24:00,276 --> 01:24:03,693 You think God made that happen? 1538 01:24:03,728 --> 01:24:06,593 God doesn't make bad things happen. 1539 01:24:06,627 --> 01:24:08,388 God helps us through the bad things. 1540 01:24:11,046 --> 01:24:12,702 Lamont didn't move an inch as they 1541 01:24:12,737 --> 01:24:15,740 put him on the stretcher. 1542 01:24:15,774 --> 01:24:19,951 Paramedics told me that they pronounced him dead before they 1543 01:24:19,985 --> 01:24:22,816 even reached the hospital. 1544 01:24:22,850 --> 01:24:26,130 He had a brain aneurysm. 1545 01:24:26,164 --> 01:24:30,306 My little brother went from full-ride scholarship and NBA 1546 01:24:30,341 --> 01:24:35,449 hopeful to worm food just like that. 1547 01:24:35,484 --> 01:24:38,142 What kind of God would let that happen? 1548 01:24:38,176 --> 01:24:40,316 Look, I'm truly sorry about your brother. 1549 01:24:40,351 --> 01:24:43,457 I really am. 1550 01:24:43,492 --> 01:24:46,081 But God did not make that happen. 1551 01:24:46,115 --> 01:24:48,497 Yeah? 1552 01:24:48,531 --> 01:24:50,775 He ain't doing anything to stop it either. 1553 01:24:50,809 --> 01:24:51,879 You're right. 1554 01:24:51,914 --> 01:24:54,158 You're right. 1555 01:24:54,192 --> 01:24:57,575 But I hope that you can just someday, one day, 1556 01:24:57,609 --> 01:25:00,819 find peace with it. 1557 01:25:00,854 --> 01:25:01,682 I have. 1558 01:25:16,180 --> 01:25:18,492 Hey. 1559 01:25:18,527 --> 01:25:22,393 Well, hello there, beautiful. 1560 01:25:22,427 --> 01:25:24,636 How you doing, Erica? 1561 01:25:24,671 --> 01:25:27,915 I'm in pain, but grateful for God. 1562 01:25:27,950 --> 01:25:30,125 How are you? 1563 01:25:30,159 --> 01:25:33,818 Oh, I'm good. 1564 01:25:33,852 --> 01:25:35,440 I looked at the X-ray. 1565 01:25:35,475 --> 01:25:37,718 And I'm afraid we can't do radiation because your bones 1566 01:25:37,753 --> 01:25:40,894 are too brittle at this point. 1567 01:25:40,928 --> 01:25:45,105 Moving you would just fracture more of them. 1568 01:25:45,140 --> 01:25:49,765 So now, you have a decision to make. 1569 01:25:49,799 --> 01:25:51,974 We can keep you comfortable, treat your pain. 1570 01:25:52,008 --> 01:25:56,461 But there's not much more we can do. 1571 01:25:56,496 --> 01:25:58,498 Well, like I said before-- 1572 01:25:58,532 --> 01:26:00,983 I said it before, and I'll say it again. 1573 01:26:01,017 --> 01:26:02,502 God's got this. 1574 01:26:02,536 --> 01:26:05,712 Either way, we'll do what you recommend. 1575 01:26:05,746 --> 01:26:07,852 You're the bravest person I've ever met. 1576 01:26:10,441 --> 01:26:12,270 I'm going to send hospice in. 1577 01:26:12,305 --> 01:26:14,893 And remember what I said-- 1578 01:26:14,928 --> 01:26:18,034 as comfortable as you need to be. 1579 01:26:18,069 --> 01:26:20,934 I'm truly sorry for all of you. 1580 01:26:20,968 --> 01:26:22,107 Thank you. 1581 01:26:38,227 --> 01:26:40,367 Diane! 1582 01:26:40,402 --> 01:26:43,957 Dad, what does hospice mean? 1583 01:26:43,991 --> 01:26:45,234 And is mom OK? 1584 01:26:47,650 --> 01:26:48,444 Dad. 1585 01:26:57,004 --> 01:26:58,316 Dr. Corsi. 1586 01:26:58,351 --> 01:27:01,043 Hmm? 1587 01:27:01,077 --> 01:27:03,632 Can we please try the radiation? 1588 01:27:03,666 --> 01:27:06,082 You said her organs were fine. 1589 01:27:06,117 --> 01:27:07,256 They are. 1590 01:27:07,291 --> 01:27:10,225 However, her body is deteriorating around them. 1591 01:27:10,259 --> 01:27:11,743 Her heart is strong, but she would 1592 01:27:11,778 --> 01:27:15,230 go through unimaginable agony unnecessarily. 1593 01:27:15,264 --> 01:27:17,059 I really think that comfort care is the best 1594 01:27:17,093 --> 01:27:19,510 course of action at this time. 1595 01:27:19,544 --> 01:27:21,960 I am truly sorry. 1596 01:27:21,995 --> 01:27:22,789 No. 1597 01:27:25,861 --> 01:27:29,692 God will heal her. 1598 01:27:29,727 --> 01:27:30,624 I hope you're right. 1599 01:27:50,817 --> 01:27:54,269 Can I pray with you? 1600 01:27:54,303 --> 01:27:55,442 Yes, please. 1601 01:28:04,002 --> 01:28:06,833 Hey, let's go buddy. 1602 01:28:06,867 --> 01:28:09,353 I don't want to go to school, dad. 1603 01:28:09,387 --> 01:28:11,113 What do you mean? 1604 01:28:11,147 --> 01:28:13,391 You're going to school. 1605 01:28:13,426 --> 01:28:15,082 I asked mom if I could homeschool, 1606 01:28:15,117 --> 01:28:18,016 so I could spend more time with her since we're losing her. 1607 01:28:24,368 --> 01:28:26,749 Who told you that we were losing her? 1608 01:28:26,784 --> 01:28:29,511 I looked up a hospice means on the internet. 1609 01:28:29,545 --> 01:28:30,753 It means that she's dying. 1610 01:28:36,725 --> 01:28:42,075 Look, son, it's true. 1611 01:28:44,802 --> 01:28:51,118 But we need to be strong for your mom, for Ella, 1612 01:28:51,153 --> 01:28:53,604 and work as a team. 1613 01:28:53,638 --> 01:28:55,537 You mean the both of us? 1614 01:28:55,571 --> 01:28:56,779 Yeah. 1615 01:28:56,814 --> 01:28:59,472 I mean, help me through this like your soccer team. 1616 01:29:02,337 --> 01:29:04,131 We work together. 1617 01:29:04,166 --> 01:29:08,273 We'll ask God to help us get through this. 1618 01:29:08,308 --> 01:29:11,173 But mom promise she would come home. 1619 01:29:11,207 --> 01:29:12,001 I know. 1620 01:29:19,112 --> 01:29:19,975 Good morning. 1621 01:29:20,009 --> 01:29:22,943 You have some visitors. 1622 01:29:22,978 --> 01:29:24,600 Hi. 1623 01:29:24,635 --> 01:29:26,740 Oh, Happy Mother's Day, mothers. 1624 01:29:26,775 --> 01:29:27,741 Happy Mother's Day. 1625 01:29:27,776 --> 01:29:29,950 She just fell asleep. 1626 01:29:29,985 --> 01:29:31,331 Someone's in a good mood. 1627 01:29:35,231 --> 01:29:38,200 Hi, Ella. 1628 01:29:38,234 --> 01:29:39,995 Oh, she's so tiny. 1629 01:29:40,029 --> 01:29:41,686 She is. 1630 01:29:41,721 --> 01:29:43,654 Hey, baby girl. 1631 01:29:43,688 --> 01:29:47,761 Oh, my gosh, these are beautiful. 1632 01:29:47,796 --> 01:29:49,763 Thank you, guys, so much. 1633 01:29:49,798 --> 01:29:50,592 Thank you. 1634 01:29:50,626 --> 01:29:52,283 This is awesome. 1635 01:29:52,317 --> 01:29:54,181 Mary, would you mind if you put them in a vase? 1636 01:29:54,216 --> 01:29:55,666 Yes, of course. 1637 01:29:55,700 --> 01:29:58,116 Thank you. 1638 01:29:58,151 --> 01:29:59,566 One more favor. - Sure. 1639 01:29:59,601 --> 01:30:00,981 Could you grab a picture of us? 1640 01:30:01,016 --> 01:30:02,362 Oh, I'd love to. 1641 01:30:02,397 --> 01:30:03,363 Thank you. 1642 01:30:03,398 --> 01:30:04,916 OK. 1643 01:30:04,951 --> 01:30:07,263 Not mom. 1644 01:30:07,298 --> 01:30:08,368 Is that right? 1645 01:30:08,403 --> 01:30:10,715 Big smile, so let me get baby Ella in there. 1646 01:30:10,750 --> 01:30:11,958 All say "baby Ella." 1647 01:30:11,992 --> 01:30:14,685 Baby Ella. 1648 01:30:14,719 --> 01:30:15,858 That's it. 1649 01:30:15,893 --> 01:30:16,721 Thank you. 1650 01:30:16,756 --> 01:30:17,515 You're welcome. 1651 01:30:21,450 --> 01:30:22,658 Hey, mom. 1652 01:30:22,693 --> 01:30:25,281 Actually, both of you, I've got you here. 1653 01:30:25,316 --> 01:30:27,387 There's something that I wanted to do. 1654 01:30:27,422 --> 01:30:28,975 What's that? 1655 01:30:29,009 --> 01:30:32,150 Well, I was really hoping that next weekend, we could-- 1656 01:30:47,200 --> 01:30:48,615 It was something 1657 01:30:48,650 --> 01:30:55,657 we planned later that summer, but we moved it up. 1658 01:30:55,691 --> 01:30:57,417 I needed a new ring anyway. 1659 01:30:57,452 --> 01:30:59,246 You look beautiful. 1660 01:30:59,281 --> 01:31:01,110 I love you, dad. 1661 01:31:01,145 --> 01:31:02,871 We got quite the crowd here. 1662 01:31:21,821 --> 01:31:23,098 Welcome, everyone. 1663 01:31:23,132 --> 01:31:23,995 You may be seated. 1664 01:31:27,205 --> 01:31:33,280 Dear Lord, our father, we thank you for your presence among us, 1665 01:31:33,315 --> 01:31:37,008 for all the friends and family who were able to join us today 1666 01:31:37,043 --> 01:31:41,047 in support of Erica and Josh. 1667 01:31:41,081 --> 01:31:46,328 We dedicate this ceremony in your name and in your service. 1668 01:31:46,362 --> 01:31:47,363 Amen. 1669 01:31:47,398 --> 01:31:48,192 Amen. 1670 01:31:50,332 --> 01:31:54,612 We are gathered here today for the renewal of Erica 1671 01:31:54,647 --> 01:31:58,616 and Josh's wedding vows. 1672 01:31:58,651 --> 01:32:02,482 Even though this wasn't what they wanted, 1673 01:32:02,517 --> 01:32:05,934 God has never left their side. 1674 01:32:05,968 --> 01:32:09,489 Josh, do you have the ring? 1675 01:32:09,524 --> 01:32:12,009 Well, since you decided to lose the first one, 1676 01:32:12,043 --> 01:32:15,737 I went and got you this one. 1677 01:32:15,771 --> 01:32:16,772 Repeat after me. 1678 01:32:16,807 --> 01:32:20,189 With this ring, I thee wed. 1679 01:32:20,224 --> 01:32:23,261 With this ring, I thee wed. 1680 01:32:30,165 --> 01:32:33,755 And Erica, do you have the ring? 1681 01:32:33,789 --> 01:32:37,586 I didn't lose this one. 1682 01:32:37,621 --> 01:32:38,656 Repeat after me. 1683 01:32:38,691 --> 01:32:41,763 With this ring, I thee wed. 1684 01:32:41,797 --> 01:32:44,731 With this ring, I thee wed. 1685 01:32:49,460 --> 01:32:52,394 I now pronounce you man and wife. 1686 01:32:52,428 --> 01:32:54,741 Josh, you may kiss your bride-- 1687 01:32:54,776 --> 01:32:56,847 again. 1688 01:33:12,828 --> 01:33:17,315 Dear God, thank you for a beautiful day-- 1689 01:33:17,350 --> 01:33:21,319 the gift of renewing our vows; all the support from my parents 1690 01:33:21,354 --> 01:33:24,426 and family, who I couldn't have done any of this 1691 01:33:24,460 --> 01:33:28,672 without; for my husband, Josh; the love 1692 01:33:28,706 --> 01:33:33,435 we've enjoyed through your grace; 1693 01:33:33,469 --> 01:33:38,509 for our wonderful boy, Cade, my Cadey Bear. 1694 01:33:38,543 --> 01:33:43,479 Of course, thank you for Ella, who you've protected in my womb. 1695 01:34:05,847 --> 01:34:07,262 Hey, Erica. 1696 01:34:07,296 --> 01:34:08,435 Hey, Abby. 1697 01:34:08,470 --> 01:34:10,265 I just wanted to let you know I'm in hospice. 1698 01:34:10,299 --> 01:34:11,300 What? 1699 01:34:11,335 --> 01:34:12,267 Yeah. 1700 01:34:14,718 --> 01:34:15,580 Oh, Erica. 1701 01:34:15,615 --> 01:34:17,513 I'm so sorry. 1702 01:34:17,548 --> 01:34:19,205 Don't be. 1703 01:34:19,239 --> 01:34:22,346 I thought they were treating you right after delivery. 1704 01:34:26,350 --> 01:34:30,768 I got the picture of you and Ella. 1705 01:34:30,803 --> 01:34:31,942 I know. 1706 01:34:31,976 --> 01:34:33,115 Gosh, I'm so sorry. 1707 01:34:33,150 --> 01:34:37,154 I haven't had the time to call or text. 1708 01:34:37,188 --> 01:34:39,604 Abby, it's OK. 1709 01:34:39,639 --> 01:34:41,572 Honestly, if it wasn't for you, I 1710 01:34:41,606 --> 01:34:45,403 may not have gone through with it and just lost the baby too. 1711 01:34:45,438 --> 01:34:49,131 No, I just gave you a little bit of direction. 1712 01:34:49,166 --> 01:34:50,995 It was-- it was you. 1713 01:34:51,030 --> 01:34:54,343 I mean, you're the one that made the decision. 1714 01:34:54,378 --> 01:34:58,175 You're the one that did the hard part. 1715 01:34:58,209 --> 01:34:59,970 It's so hard. 1716 01:35:00,004 --> 01:35:04,664 I'm so honored to know you, Erica, 1717 01:35:04,699 --> 01:35:08,323 to know someone with your determination 1718 01:35:08,357 --> 01:35:10,877 and strength and faith. 1719 01:35:14,294 --> 01:35:19,092 I will forever live my life in all of you. 1720 01:35:19,127 --> 01:35:21,060 I'm so grateful for you, Abby. 1721 01:35:25,823 --> 01:35:28,999 And I asked Sher to write everything down for us. 1722 01:35:33,210 --> 01:35:36,213 I'm proud of you-- 1723 01:35:36,247 --> 01:35:38,042 for the therapy, everything. 1724 01:35:40,596 --> 01:35:43,013 I think it's really helping you. 1725 01:35:43,047 --> 01:35:45,636 I hope that's not the reason you wanted me to go. 1726 01:35:45,670 --> 01:35:48,743 No, but I knew it would help when we 1727 01:35:48,777 --> 01:35:50,952 had to have this conversation. 1728 01:35:50,986 --> 01:35:52,643 I never wanted to have it. 1729 01:35:52,677 --> 01:35:55,370 I know, but we have to. 1730 01:36:00,582 --> 01:36:03,792 What happens when you find someone else? 1731 01:36:03,827 --> 01:36:07,520 All I want is you. 1732 01:36:07,554 --> 01:36:09,073 I don't want to date again. 1733 01:36:09,108 --> 01:36:12,352 Yeah, but I mean, what kind of life is that? 1734 01:36:12,387 --> 01:36:13,560 I want you to date. 1735 01:36:13,595 --> 01:36:15,010 I want you to get married too. 1736 01:36:20,257 --> 01:36:22,569 I'm not going to sit here and listen to my wife talking 1737 01:36:22,604 --> 01:36:24,226 about me marrying someone else. 1738 01:36:24,261 --> 01:36:27,195 What kind of man do you think I am? 1739 01:36:27,229 --> 01:36:28,955 Look, I appreciate that. 1740 01:36:28,990 --> 01:36:30,267 I do. 1741 01:36:30,301 --> 01:36:32,510 You're still very young. 1742 01:36:32,545 --> 01:36:34,789 I don't expect you to be alone the rest of your life. 1743 01:36:38,620 --> 01:36:40,242 What are you going to do with your ring? 1744 01:36:49,976 --> 01:36:52,945 I'll wear it on the other hand. 1745 01:36:52,979 --> 01:36:54,567 And what if she doesn't like that? 1746 01:36:58,329 --> 01:37:03,369 Well, I guess she's not the one then. 1747 01:37:03,403 --> 01:37:04,266 It's a good answer. 1748 01:37:08,339 --> 01:37:11,515 What about the kids? 1749 01:37:11,549 --> 01:37:14,690 I want her to love them too. 1750 01:37:14,725 --> 01:37:16,140 I need you to protect them. 1751 01:37:19,834 --> 01:37:21,180 And I always will. 1752 01:38:18,099 --> 01:38:20,032 Mom. 1753 01:38:20,066 --> 01:38:22,448 Yes? 1754 01:38:22,482 --> 01:38:25,451 Can you make me a promise? 1755 01:38:25,485 --> 01:38:26,590 What's that, honey? 1756 01:38:30,387 --> 01:38:38,567 Promise me you won't hate God after I'm 1757 01:38:38,602 --> 01:38:41,467 gone for what happened, please. 1758 01:38:41,501 --> 01:38:42,295 Please. 1759 01:38:47,404 --> 01:38:50,959 I don't hate God. 1760 01:38:50,994 --> 01:38:53,617 I just don't understand why this is happening. 1761 01:38:56,413 --> 01:38:57,207 It's OK. 1762 01:38:57,241 --> 01:38:58,898 It's OK. 1763 01:38:58,933 --> 01:38:59,864 It's OK, mom. 1764 01:39:03,454 --> 01:39:04,662 God's got this. 1765 01:39:08,252 --> 01:39:11,462 I know he does. 1766 01:39:11,497 --> 01:39:13,913 I just wish there was more that I could do. 1767 01:39:13,948 --> 01:39:14,707 You can. 1768 01:39:14,741 --> 01:39:16,985 You can. 1769 01:39:17,020 --> 01:39:29,101 Promise me you'll thank God for the cancer and my suffering. 1770 01:39:32,552 --> 01:39:36,901 I was a lukewarm Christian. 1771 01:39:40,802 --> 01:39:47,774 Oh, this brought me closer to God than ever before. 1772 01:39:47,809 --> 01:39:50,743 Please, please promise me. 1773 01:40:02,548 --> 01:40:06,000 I love you. 1774 01:40:06,034 --> 01:40:10,142 Please, promise. 1775 01:40:15,250 --> 01:40:16,493 Please, mom. 1776 01:40:16,527 --> 01:40:17,287 Please promise. 1777 01:40:32,198 --> 01:40:32,992 Promise. 1778 01:40:53,875 --> 01:40:56,602 I made her promise that she wouldn't 1779 01:40:56,636 --> 01:40:57,913 hate God no matter what. 1780 01:41:00,916 --> 01:41:02,263 She told me. 1781 01:41:02,297 --> 01:41:04,851 That's why I came back. 1782 01:41:04,886 --> 01:41:06,474 Don't worry, Resi. 1783 01:41:06,508 --> 01:41:09,132 I won't let her. 1784 01:41:09,166 --> 01:41:10,512 Thanks, dad. 1785 01:41:10,547 --> 01:41:12,204 I love you. 1786 01:41:12,238 --> 01:41:14,171 I love you too, Resi Doochy. 1787 01:41:14,206 --> 01:41:17,174 Please stop. 1788 01:41:17,209 --> 01:41:22,283 Hey, dad, can you just stay with me a little bit longer? 1789 01:41:22,317 --> 01:41:25,562 I can stay as long as you want me to. 1790 01:41:25,596 --> 01:41:29,324 I've got nowhere to go. 1791 01:41:29,359 --> 01:41:30,636 Thanks, dad. 1792 01:41:49,172 --> 01:41:50,759 Oh, dear, God. 1793 01:41:50,794 --> 01:41:51,795 Bob, are you OK? 1794 01:41:54,763 --> 01:41:58,802 Yeah, I'm OK. 1795 01:41:58,836 --> 01:42:05,567 I was just planning on leaving. 1796 01:42:05,602 --> 01:42:07,500 Oh, you can wait a little bit if you'd like. 1797 01:42:07,535 --> 01:42:10,158 It's storming pretty bad out there. 1798 01:42:14,749 --> 01:42:15,543 No. 1799 01:42:21,928 --> 01:42:23,206 I think I'd better go. 1800 01:42:27,969 --> 01:42:29,073 It's getting late. 1801 01:42:37,737 --> 01:42:39,118 Thank you. 1802 01:42:39,153 --> 01:42:39,946 Thank you. 1803 01:43:08,699 --> 01:43:09,493 Come in. 1804 01:43:25,199 --> 01:43:27,960 She's been like this for two days. 1805 01:43:27,994 --> 01:43:29,099 I know. 1806 01:43:29,133 --> 01:43:30,756 Ryan, can you play us a song? 1807 01:43:50,672 --> 01:44:01,304 Amazing grace, how sweet the sound 1808 01:44:01,338 --> 01:44:11,935 That saved a wretch like me 1809 01:44:11,969 --> 01:44:17,389 I once was lost 1810 01:44:17,423 --> 01:44:22,911 But now am found 1811 01:44:22,946 --> 01:44:34,164 Was blind, but now I see 1812 01:44:34,198 --> 01:44:36,580 Come on, Erica. 1813 01:44:36,615 --> 01:44:38,617 This is your song. 1814 01:44:38,651 --> 01:44:39,721 Come on, honey. 1815 01:44:39,756 --> 01:44:41,102 Come on. 1816 01:44:41,136 --> 01:44:52,009 'Tis grace that brought me safe thus far 1817 01:44:52,044 --> 01:45:08,025 And grace will lead me home 1818 01:45:08,060 --> 01:45:08,854 Erica. 1819 01:45:11,201 --> 01:45:11,995 Erica. 1820 01:46:34,733 --> 01:46:36,010 Oh, may I help you? 1821 01:46:36,044 --> 01:46:37,529 Is the owner here? 1822 01:46:37,563 --> 01:46:39,254 No, ma'am, but I'm the manager. 1823 01:46:39,289 --> 01:46:41,567 May I ask what this is in regards to? 1824 01:46:41,602 --> 01:46:46,952 Well, I could tell you, but in private. 1825 01:46:46,986 --> 01:46:48,194 Certainly. 1826 01:47:29,339 --> 01:47:36,829 Erica was in tremendous pain, but she never complained. 1827 01:47:36,864 --> 01:47:39,487 Instead, she offered up her suffering to our Lord 1828 01:47:39,522 --> 01:47:41,316 and Savior Jesus Christ. 1829 01:48:04,098 --> 01:48:06,997 Now, may she rest in peace. 1830 01:48:07,032 --> 01:48:11,485 In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. 1831 01:48:11,519 --> 01:48:15,523 Till we see her again in paradise, we may go in peace. 1832 01:48:15,558 --> 01:48:16,351 Amen. 1833 01:48:40,824 --> 01:48:42,723 It's going to be something today. 1834 01:48:42,757 --> 01:48:44,069 Yeah. 1835 01:48:44,103 --> 01:48:45,760 But we'll get through it. 1836 01:48:45,795 --> 01:48:48,245 You are never going to believe this. 1837 01:48:48,280 --> 01:48:51,559 A woman walked in here a short time ago. 1838 01:48:51,594 --> 01:48:53,941 Now, she wants to remain anonymous. 1839 01:48:53,975 --> 01:48:56,702 But she said she wants to be Ella's fairy godmother. 1840 01:48:56,737 --> 01:48:57,496 Really? 1841 01:48:57,531 --> 01:48:58,739 What does that mean? 1842 01:48:58,773 --> 01:49:00,188 Yeah. 1843 01:49:00,223 --> 01:49:04,607 She paid the entire $8,500 for all the funeral arrangements. 1844 01:49:04,641 --> 01:49:06,678 Your balance is zero. 1845 01:49:06,712 --> 01:49:08,024 That's amazing. 1846 01:49:08,058 --> 01:49:09,888 Yes, it is. 1847 01:49:09,922 --> 01:49:10,716 Oh my goodness. 1848 01:49:10,751 --> 01:49:14,133 Thank you, Lord. 1849 01:49:14,168 --> 01:49:15,859 Do you have any idea who she was? 1850 01:49:15,894 --> 01:49:17,689 No, no. 1851 01:49:17,723 --> 01:49:18,621 She's an angel. 1852 01:49:54,070 --> 01:49:55,727 Here. 1853 01:49:55,761 --> 01:49:58,005 Thank you. 1854 01:49:58,039 --> 01:50:01,387 Thank you, and God bless you. 1855 01:50:01,422 --> 01:50:02,768 He already have. 1856 01:50:53,785 --> 01:50:58,065 Without a doubt, I know you're with me 1857 01:50:58,099 --> 01:51:01,620 Without a doubt, I know you're here 1858 01:51:01,655 --> 01:51:05,348 Without a doubt, I'm walking with you 1859 01:51:05,382 --> 01:51:07,246 I won't back down 1860 01:51:07,281 --> 01:51:09,041 Without a doubt 1861 01:51:09,076 --> 01:51:12,804 Without a doubt, I know you're with me 1862 01:51:12,838 --> 01:51:16,462 Without a doubt, I know you're here 1863 01:51:16,497 --> 01:51:20,087 Without a doubt, I'm walking with you 1864 01:51:20,121 --> 01:51:22,054 I won't back down 1865 01:51:22,089 --> 01:51:24,022 Without a doubt 1866 01:51:24,056 --> 01:51:25,333 Whoa 1867 01:51:25,368 --> 01:51:27,577 Whoa 1868 01:51:27,611 --> 01:51:29,475 Whoa 1869 01:51:29,510 --> 01:51:32,824 Whoa 1870 01:51:32,858 --> 01:51:37,345 An end is just a beginning 1871 01:51:37,380 --> 01:51:42,212 You're making it clear without a doubt 1872 01:51:42,247 --> 01:51:46,078 I've nothing to fear 1873 01:51:46,113 --> 01:51:49,703 Without a doubt, I know you're with me 1874 01:51:49,737 --> 01:51:53,258 Without a doubt, I know you're here 1875 01:51:53,292 --> 01:51:57,124 Without a doubt, I'm walking with you 1876 01:51:57,158 --> 01:51:58,850 I won't back down 1877 01:51:58,884 --> 01:52:00,679 Without a doubt 1878 01:52:00,714 --> 01:52:04,476 Without a doubt, I know you're with me 1879 01:52:04,510 --> 01:52:08,066 Without a doubt, I know you're here 1880 01:52:08,100 --> 01:52:11,759 Without a doubt, I'm walking with you 1881 01:52:11,794 --> 01:52:13,727 I won't back down 1882 01:52:13,761 --> 01:52:15,521 Without a doubt 1883 01:52:15,556 --> 01:52:19,284 Without a doubt, I know you're with me 1884 01:52:19,318 --> 01:52:22,943 Without a doubt, I know you're here 1885 01:52:22,977 --> 01:52:26,670 Without a doubt, I'm walking with you 1886 01:52:26,705 --> 01:52:28,396 I won't back down 1887 01:52:28,431 --> 01:52:30,571 Without a doubt